I feel like there's no reason for me to live anymore. I am probably never going to see my mom or Evie ever again. I can't even use a restroom anymore! Why am I still living?
I grow hungry and tired. I don't know what time or day it is. I feel dehydrated and weak. I just want to give up. But I know that's what he wants me to do. Matthew wants me to give up, then he will tell my mom and she will cry on her shoulder and he'll comfort her. Matthew doesn't care about me or my family. He only wants my moms body.
Those thoughts play over and over in my mind. That's the only thing stopping me from giving up. Then I start thinking about my mom. I think about her sitting on the couch and by the coffee pot. I wonder what she's feeling right now. Is she just wondering why Matthews been going lately, is she even thinking about me? Then I think about Evie, her pretty face, and her good grades, and just wish, for a moment I could be her. I was always jealous of her. And I still am. I miss her, and I wonder if she misses me.
Then I start to cry, I miss everything and everyone. I miss my friends and family. I miss food and water. I even miss the toilet.
I never thought I'd ever say that. I laugh a little bit, the thought tickles my mind.
For the next couple of hours I just find my self thinking. More than I've ever thought before. That's all I can really do now, sit here and think. I find that my family and friends are another reason I want to start alive. I can't just leave them. Even though I doubt they really care about me. I miss them, and u want to see them again soon. I am just afraid that's never gonna happen.
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Niagara Falls With Me
Non-FictionKaris Khoole is an ordinary teenage girl. Until she decides to rebel against her mother and gets kidnapped. This book is about her struggles to get free. With a big twist in the end. Read to find out what happens to Karis. This is not your ord...
