Niagara Falls With Me

My Body. My rules- ch. 11

  I was just sitting there thinking,  because that is literally the only thing I can do. I am thinking about why Matthew wants me here, and what is he going to with me? I also think about it when he gets caught. This thought brings me joy. After all he is not a good criminal at all. He's at least tripped four times today alone! He yells and shouts and curses under his breath. I wonder what he does, did he hit his thumb trying to nail the chair to the floor? Did he fall and get all the left over soda on himself that he was gonna give me? I try to think of the funniest scenarios possible. It's one of the things that bring me joy while I'm here.
"Damnit! Aww shit! God bless it!" Shouts Matthew. What did he do this time? "Fuck this." I hear him mutter.
Then I realize I am giggling, since when do I giggle? And I hear footsteps, and their getting louder. I freeze, I doubt Matthew enjoys me laughing like that.
"You think this is funny? ANSWER ME! DO YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY?"he shouted. I jumped a little. "WELL?"
"N-no s-s-s-
"SPIT IT OUT ALREADY!"
"No sir, I don't think this is funny! I don't think your funny or nice or anything! I think your a worthless, lonely bitch! " I take my hands and rip off the bandana that's covering my eyes. I stand up and kick him in the groin. I try to run, but he grabs my leg. I fall down, then I kick his hands. "Your a dick." I say. Then I kick his head and he lets go. I run, I have no clue where. I just run.
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  He starts running after me. I turn and serve and climb. He grabs me and throws me to the side. He kicks me. I groan. "You're a bitch Matthew.  A cold hearted,  selfish man."  I manage to say,  weak and scratchy but still said.
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I wake up panting.  My eyes are still uncovered and my hands are cuffed in front of me. He's in front of me.  He's moving his around,  I think he's undoing his belt.  I hear a loud crash,  I look over and his belt is on the floor,  he looks my way with a grin. 
  "Now,  let's try this again .  Want to get pregnant?" She says calmly with a grin.
  "No.  I don't sir.  You leave me alone. Just wait until you get caught.  The police are going to find you!"  I say,  or try to say bravely. 
"The police?  Really?  They are terrible,  they suck at their job.  The only person that could ever find out what I'm doing is no one. Thats real anyways. Unless they had super spy abilities or something." He chuckles then starts again,"I'm sorry but your gonna have to live with this."
"Are you going to rape me?"I say. I try to act like I don't care,  but I do.  This is my body,  not his,  and he doesn't get to make these decisions.  I do. 
"Only if you let me."  He says back.
"Well guess what,  get your dick away from me!"
  "Okay.  But this will happen sooner or later."