*Two weeks later*
I stood in the kitchen making Paul his coffee before he left for the tour, I know it’d be lonely without him for the next three months, it always was. A few minutes later both Paul and Danny were downstairs and almost ready to go. Paul walked over to me and pulled me into a hug,
“ I’m going to miss you so much baby, three months is a long time.” I whispered to him
“ I’m going to miss you so much too and I know three months seems like a long time but I’m sure you’ll find something to do.” He said then kissed my forehead
“ Promise you’ll call and skype me when you’re gone?”
“ I promise.” he said then we walked over to the door. I kissed him before he headed out the door, the last time I would for the next three months.
“Bye Danny.” I said and gave him a hug, even though I’m going to be marrying his best friend I will never forget what we had. The moment when it all started in the hotel room in Florida.
“Bye Kailey.” he said then left with Paul.
I went over to the living room and sat on the couch, thinking about how life would be if I never met Paul. Would I be with my best friend Danny? or would I be with someone else? I also thought about what my life would be like if Alex didn’t move in with me or what it’d be like with parents who didn’t constantly travel for work. Somewhere deep down I still loved Danny, we had something together that I’ve never had before with any other guy besides Paul. I think we were too close to be anything else than best friends. I could never tell Alex how I feel about Danny, even if we’re best friends. This is the type of thing that only I would ever know, She loves him way too much and I don’t want to ruin things between all four us .I love Paul, I really do. I don’t regret anything in my life and Paul makes me happy. He’s put up with my shit more than anyone else has, he cares about me so much and I care about him so much too. With the fact that he’s still with me even with this baby coming and could have ruined his career makes him a bigger man than any other of my boyfriends. If they were in this situation, they would leave in a heartbeat. I went back up to my bedroom and fell back asleep, cuddling the giant bear Paul won for me at the carnival on one of our dates last year.
*Later that day*
I woke up around noon and had to get ready for my appointment. Today I was getting another ultrasound done and checking out how the baby’s doing. I’m looking forward to the appointment which tell me the gender of the baby but I think I’m too early to tell and when I do get to know I want Paul to be there. The only sucky thing about going to these appointments are you have to drink a ton of water before it and you aren’t allowed to use the bathroom.
After my appointment I went to booster juice and got a smoothie, then to the dollar store and got a picture frame and finally headed home. I took a picture of the ultrasound and sent it to Paul, then proceeded to put it into the frame and put it onto my dresser. I got up to get my laptop and went to go sit in my bed, I decided to browse through different careers. Before I got pregnant I planned on opening my own small diner, but now will either have to postpone it a few years or find a new career. Opening a small bakery could be a potential idea, it would be easier to run with my newborn than a full operating diner, but with business probably being slow the first few months I’d have to have another job. I would probably go with the online job or finding a job that is at home for the first year of the baby’s life. As I thought about it, the idea of me actually having a baby is a crazy idea. Honestly the whole thought of it has been kind of crazy since the day I found out, but I’m going to be mature about it and not be a teenager. I know I only recently became an adult but I have to handle this in the most correct manner that both the baby and I will be healthy.
**Author's Note: Sorry for the slow update with my parts, I get writers block easily. Also vote and comment if you like my story, I would like feedback as well :). Feel free to follow my pointer twitter account @mrs_zimmer_edge or my personal @kaileyannexoxo**
