My Muse [COMPLETED]

Chapter 23

DAY 11

I skipped school, still shakened up about earlier. I used the excuse that I had a dentist appointment, and the attendance lady didn't ask anymore.

Jeon Jungkook... Why did he do that?

I laid on my bed, the thick blanket covering my body. It was warm, but my body wasn't. I still had goosebumps from the incident earlier. I was so scared of what might've happened.

My phone buzzed, and I looked to see that I got a text. I opened it up.

'im sorry forgive me'

'Who is this?'

'jjk'

Jeon Jungkook. I shut off my phone, and just stared at the ceiling. I touched my lips, I can still feel Jungkook's lips on mine. His chapped ones... felt oddly good.

I sighed, hopefully if I go to school tomorrow, he won't be there. I don't want to face him, or anyone from BTS.

DAY 12

I walked to school, and saw Jungkook leaning against the fence. Ugh, the other gates weren't open. Only the one he was at. Okay, I'm just going to walk pass him, and pretending that he's not there!

"Fighting." I whispered to myself, and walked over to the gate. "Yuna..." Jungkook mumbled, and I paused. I began to walked away, and I felt his warm hand on mines. "Y-you're hands... They're freezing."

I didn't say anything. He brought it up, and blowed his warm breath on it. I flinched, and he stared at me.

"Can we talk? Please?" He asked me desperately. His eyes trailed behind me, and his face hardened. "Please?" He begged, turning back to me.

Should I? Something is telling me to agree.

"Okay.." I whispered, and he grabbed my hand, making me following him. I turned back, and saw BTS staring at Jungkook's and I. V looked sad, and they weren't together.

A tear slid down V's face, and Irene unnie hugged him.

We stood in the hallway, and Jungkook's eyes looked sad. "I'm sorry." He told me, and I looked up at him. "I'm sorry for yesterday. I don't know what got in me. One moment we're accidentally kissing, and the next my hand is in your shirt and you're crying."

I said nothing, "I'm sorry for yesterday. I never meant to do that to you." He said, looking in my eyes. I still felt wary around him. What if he did it again? "We're not friends anymore."

"What?" I asked, confused. He gave me a sad look. "Jimin and I, BTS and I... I quit the gang."

"WHAT?!" I yelled in surprise. I noticed that he had a busted lip. "Jimin was yelling at me, and I had already felt like shit! I just decided because I was mad. I was there, getting yelled at, and no one defended me!" He began to tear up, "I got punched, so I did it back! Jimin hyung... He," Tears began to come out of his eyes, "He got mad. I got mad too, and made a stupid decision!"

I didn't know what to say. Jungkook was crying in front of me, vulnerable. I felt sorry for him. All of my anger washed away, and now I felt pity.

He began to quietly cry, and he covered his face with his hands.

"What I'm trying to say," He hiccuped, "is that I'm sorry for what I did. You don't need to forgive me, but I just wanted to apologize."

I wrapped my arms around him, and gave hik a tight hug. He hugged me back, crying onto my shoulder.

I don't know why, but seeing him cry makes me want to cry too. I'm not an emotional or sensitive person, but this was just sad. BTS has been together forever, from what I've heard.

"Everything is going to be okay." I told him quietly, and he continued to cry. I stood there, rubbing his back. My eyes widened as I saw Jimin, walking toward us. He didn't notice us at first, but his eyes focused on Jungkook and I, it twisted it anger.

"YAH!" Jimin stomped toward us, and yanked me out of Jungkook's embrace.

"Get away!" Jungkook yelled back, pulling my other arm. Jimin's grip on my wrist tighened, and I screamed out of pain.

"Let go Jeon Jungkook! You're hurting her!" Jimin yelled, and Jungkook squeezed my arm tightly. "You're the one hurting her!" Jungkook pulled me toward him, but Jimin stood in his place.

"LET GO OF ME!"

Jimin instantly let go of me, and Jungkook hid me behind his back. I covered my mouth as I began to cry, looking at my swollen and red wrist. Jimin used more pressure than Jungkook...

"Now you wanna act like a boyfriend?" Jimin laughed at Jungkook, and launched at him. Jungkook threw him on the ground, and the two began to fight.

"Stop!" I cried, pulling back Jungkook's arm. Half of his body was pulled out, then I felt pain on my left eyes.

I looked at Jimin in horror. He looked just as surprised.

"What's going on here?!"

I saw the six if them run over, and I dropped to the ground in shock. "Oh my god... Yuna..." Jimin whispered, and I grabbed Jungkook's hand in fear. He hid me behind him, and I only stared at Jimin who looked like he was about to cry.

"Why are you two like this?!" V cried out, "I don't know what's gotten into you two." Suga stated, looking disappointed.

"I thought our rules were to never hurt girl?" J-Hope asked Jimin quietly. "Me?! You're telling me this?!" Jimin yelled, and I saw he began to cry. "You're telling me this but he," He pointed at Jungkook, "Mentally harmed her! He almost raped her too!"

My eyes widened, thinking back about yesterday. My body ran cold, and Jin yanked up Jimin by his collar.

"We were all friends! The seven of us!" Jin yanked down his shirt, and I saw a tattoo. 'forever~bts' was on his collarbone. "What happened to forever huh?! You're gonna fight over a girl? Are you really going to give up on our friendship just like that?! What happened? We were with each other, through thick and thin! We may have fought, but it never went on like this!"

"WHAT HAPPENED TO THE TIME WHEN ONE FOUGHT, THE SIX OF US JOINED?!" Rap Monster screamed, grabbing some attention. "We were all friends! Brothers! We were each other's family when we had no one!"

I saw Irene unnie hug Suga, who looked like he was about to explode. His chest was heaving up and down.

"It's no more." Jimin said simply, and Jungkook walked over to him. "Hyung..."

"Don't 'hyung' me! Fuck you all! I went through all this bullshit because of you! Getting jumped, fighting, dealing with drugs and alcohol! If I never met you guys... If I never met you guys, my family wouldn't disown me! I wouldn't fail my classes, and I wouldn't be known as an asshole and a player! I chose Bangtan over my family, because you six actually treated me like family... But you're favoriting someone now? What's the meaning of family if you're just going to leave one out? What's the meaning of Bangtan if one letter gets excluded?"

"Jimin! It's not like that!" J-Hope yelled, his eyes desperate. "I don't care anymore. No matter how much you guys beg or apologize. I'm done." Jimin said, and began to walk away. "Jimin!!" V yelled, but Jimin never looked back.

I saw V take out something under his shirt. He had two necklaces.

"Don't do it!" Jin yelled, and V smiled sadly. "What's the meaning of Bangtan if you spell it with only six letters? You might as well spell it with five."

V unclasped down necklaces, and handed it to Rap Monster, who held his hand. He yanked his hand back, "I'm sorry. Jimin is like my brother. We've known each other forever. I'm sorry."

"V hyung!" Jungkook cried, trying to run after him. Jin only hugged Jungkook tightly as he watched V run after Jimin.