My Muse [COMPLETED]

Chapter 25

DAY 19

Jungkook screamed, and dropped on his knees, covering his face with both of his hands in agony. "Jungkook..." I whispered. He opened his fingers,  his eyes stared at me. They were red, and swollen. "Jungkook!"

I hugged him tightly, and he just sat there. Blood ran past my knees, and J-Hope walked away to help the other boys.

I looked at the body. It was Yongguk.

"I-I killed someone!"

I said nothing, and he sobbed over and over and over again. I couldn't believe it. I know Jungkook was mean and an asshole, but he would never do something like this.

"Why did I kill him?" He cried, and I said nothing. I didn't know what to say. My body warmed his cold one. "I was thinking about what he was doing to you... Him and this members. Something just snapped.." He told me, "I'm afraid of myself because....I'm...a monster."

"You are not a monster." I stated, and his hand went on my back as he hugged me.

"I am! Don't lie! I tried to rape you, and I even killed someone!" He screamed like he was yelling for help.

"Jungkook... You were thinking about me when you killed him. It isn't your fault! It's mine!" I declared, and he stayed silent.

"When I came into your life, I made everything worse." Jungkook told me, "I dragged you into drama that dealed with violence. I made you pick between Jimin and I..."

"Jungkook. What are you trying to say?" I asked him, my mood getting worse. I felt like crying and kicking things around to vent my anger.

"Sometimes I think that I should have never met you."

"What?" I cried, my tears finally falling. Jungkook pulled away from me, and rubbed his thumb on my cheek. He kissed my forehead, and smiled at me sadly.

"Good bye Yuna."

I looked at his thumb, and saw blood. He walked away, and I only kneeled in the room that was dim next to a dead body that was bleeding. I was too shocked to process what had happened.

"It was for the best..." He whispered.

DAY 20

"Good morning Jung-"

He walked past me, like I was invincible. He was serious.

That night when I got home, I washed my body, and scrubbed it hard until my skin burned and was a bright red. I felt nasty and dirty from all the places that they hit me.

I'm so weak.

I stared at Jungkook's back and he also walked past his gang. Jimin and V still wasn't there either.

Gosh Jungkook, why are you so stubborn? If you want to go back to them, just say so. They need you as much as you need them.

If they weren't there yesterday, what might've happenes to V, Jimin, Jungkook, and I? Just thinking of that made my body become covered in shivers.

I walked over to the five of them and Irene unnie smiled at me sadly.

I got on my knees, and bowed to them, my head touching the ground. "Thank you for all you did yesterday!"

"Get off of the ground." I heard Rap Monster's voice. I didn't listen, and someone yanked me up himself. I looked, and saw it was Rap Monster himself.

"Don't do that, it's embarrassing." Suga told me, looking away with emotions void in his eyes.

"Just don't cause any trouble." J-Hope smiled at me, but it wasn't like his usual bright and sunshine smile. It was sad, like a piece of his life was missing. In fact, all of them look down.

"Take care, okay?" Unnie said. I nodded, and they left. What have I caused?

IRENE'S POV

"Yoongi, do you think they'll ever come back?" I asked him. Yoongi looked at me, obviously depressed.

"I don't know princess. I really don't." He told me, his arm around my shoulder. The five us walked to a table, and sat down.

I saw Jimin and Taehyung. They looked at us, and quickly scurried away. Why can't they just come back? They were like family to us. When I had first met them, and they bullied me because Yoongi told them to. When the two of them would comfort me whenever Yoongi was with Chaeyeon.

Jungkook always called me noona. I missed hearing his voice, teasing me and what not. We were incomplete, and we were confused.

Namjoon, Jin, and Hoseok told us that they were going to get breakfast.

"It's been three months since Chaeyeon died." Yoongi told me quietly, and I nodded. I still can't believe she died the worst way to die, she died from cancer.

"Seokmin and the boys are having their first concert too." I told Yoongi, and he smiled sadly. "I was working on a new song too, I couldn't wait to show it to the boys but then this happened."

"It's okay." I told him, and he shook his head. I pecked his lips, and sighed as I snugged to his chest. "I wonder if this happened, and I didn't met you, I wonder what I would've done to myself."

"But I'm here with you, so don't think about stuff like that. No matter what, we were destined to be together. If not, we would've been separated." I told Yoongi, and he chuckled. "We were separated though."

"But we were able to come back to each other, so that's all that matter." I said, "Mm.. I know the seven of us are supposed to be friends forever, I know it. I hope we can all reunite soon."

"I know."

I looked behind, and saw the three boys looking at us sadly. They had their breakfast in their hands, in this cold world. Was that the only thing that could warm us up? The warmness of each other? Us being together? It was cold without Jungkook, Taehyung, and Jimin.