Forever Us

Chapter 29

POV Summer
When we get down there the autopsy guy walks over to us.
"I am so sorry."
"Is that all you have to say? Someone killed my mom and that's all you have to say?" Summer yells at the man
"I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say. Wait. Is that what they told you? That she got killed?"
"Yes"
"I'm so sorry. They misinformed you."
"What do you mean?"
"She killed herself."
"No. She didn't."
"Yes she did."
"Whatever. Her parents got killed and you guys do nothing my mom gets killed you don't do anything. Whats wrong with you people. There is a crazy murderer after us. You guys are so stupid."
"I'm sorry you feel that way. But either way would you like to see your mother."
"Yes."
We all walk down the hall to see her body. As we walk I realize this hollow feeling inside. I look over at Winter. She has her head down and looks like she's thinking.
"Is this what she feels", I think to myself, "Is this what Winter has to go through everyday?
"Of course it is. This exact same thing happened to her and now she feels like this is her fault." Some one says
"True. Wait. Who just said that?"
"Your brain." My brain says in a 'duh' tone
"Don't have that tone with me" I tell my brain
"Whatever"
"You know it's all your fault. Maybe if you wouldn't of hit her she wouldn't of killed herself.", my brain tells me.
"She didn't kill herself."
"Why would the autopsy man lie to you."
"I don't know. Just shut up. You don't know anything."
"I'm your brain. If I don't know anything than neither do you."
"Whatever. Just shut up."
"Fine."
We arrive to the room where my mom was placed. I could feel my body start to tremble as the man opened the door. I immediately turn my head in Ashton's direction. He looked back and smiled making me feel safe knowing he'll be by my side. We walk in and I see her. She looks so cold and dead. I don't even cry. I just stare. I have no idea how long I've been standing here. After a while I feel Ashton walk up behind me. He wraps an arm around me and tries to comfort me. He fails. Miserably.
"STOP", I scearm at him
He backs up with his hands up in defence. I didn't want anyone to talk to me or touch me. I wanted to be left alone.
"Great now Ashton's gonna hate you to.", my brain tells me.
"Shut up."
"No. I won't shut up. It's gonna be all your fault. I'm never gonna shut up. I'm always gonna be right here. You known why? Cause I'm gonna make your life miserable just like you made the last few hours of your mother." "I hate you. I hate myself. I hate everyone." At that point I just broke down. I couldn't keep myself together.
Ashton came over to me and tried to comfort me but it was no use. It was like I was in a whole nother world. When Kelin saw that Ashton couldn't calm my melt down he came over and started shaking me. It didn't work. He kept shaking me and Ashton started yelling at himSuddenly my body couldn't take my emotional state and it all went black.
POV Jack
Winter wasn't responsive at the moment. She kind of looked dead. No one was worried about how she was doing but I did. I noticed as her eyeliner was smashed on her face and tears kept coming down her face. I didn't want to upset Kellin but I had to. I grabbed her arm so she was facing me. She looked at me then her arm then me again. I then wiped the eyeliner off her face as best I could with my thumb. She looked like she was holding on for dear life.
I had to say something.
"You know?",I expected her to respond, but she didn't, "I think I should dye my hair blue so we can be twinsies", I say holding out the "z". She smiled and that made me happy. Kellin came over and like threw me over to the corner. I didn't respond, but finally a doctor came in and picked Summer up and carried her to a room for help. I walk over to Kellin and hold him back.
"Why are you so salty", I finally say kind of madly.
"Why do you always try to take what is mine?" Kellin says angrily
"I didn't take anything from you.", I say defensively
"Oh really?", Kellin says changeling my statement.
"Yeah really", I say getting redder by the second.
"You took my freedom for 6 months. You took my best friend in grade school. You took my place in my band. Now you're trying to take MY girlfriend. The only good thing I have.", Kellin says. Saying the last part quieter.
"I'm so done. I took your freedom for 6 months! I saved your life. Without me you wouldn't have Winter I'd be visiting your tombstone. I can't believe you just said that to me!", I say walking out the door to the outside."Wait", Kellin says.
"Talk to me when you realize that I took your freedom so you'd be here today." I walked away to get pizza and ice cream for myself. Questioning my decisions in high school. Maybe I should have just tried to help him myself. Not send him to that place. No. I need to stop thinking like that. I did the right thing. I think as I walk over to the pizza parlor. I walk in and walk to the counter.
"Can I help you." The perky girl behind the counter says
"Ya. I need 4 personal pizzas."
"What kinds?"
"1 pepperoni 1 hawaiian and 2 cheese and 1 sausage"
"Ok" the girl says walking back to the back to make my pizzas. 15 minutes later she comes out with my pizzas and I pay. I walk outside the chill of the night air coming over me. I walk down the street and into the ice cream parlor. I walk in and by the girls each a pint of ice cream then head back to the hospital.

Happy Valentine's Day! Well kind of. I guess it's technically Presidents' Day now since its after midnight. Still happy Valentine's Day and Presidents' Day! Hope u enjoy the chapter. Dasia and I worked very hard on it😄 please vote read comment! Thanks😄
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