She's The Tear In My Heart||Adopted by TØP

Chapter 14

*ANNA'S POV*

After a long drive we finally get to the passport place. I was the first one out, I just wanted to get it over and done with. Getting a passport would mean I would be able to fly on a plane to other countries. Most people would be excited to be able to fly to other countries. But I'm not most people, I hate flying my biological dad mad sure of it. We walk through the door and everything reminds me of a hospital. No color, dim lights, and rows upon rows of uncomfortable chairs. I look at Tyler and he gives me a reassuring look and grabs my hand and squeezes it a bit. We go to sit down and I shit you not there is this really creepy bald dude sitting in the corner of the room. But then I found out he was the security guard... It feels like forever so I start playing rock paper scissor with Josh. I won about 10 times before we were finally called up. "Hello and welcome to the passport agency!" Says the overly cheery woman behind the desk. "Hello, we all want to get passports." Tyler says while making a circular motion with his pointer finger. "Ok come right this way." She says and then gets up and motions us to the back room to take our picture. I get mine taken first, then Josh, and finally Tyler. After the pictures the lady says "Ok time to fill out your info." And hands each of us a clipboard.

+ANNA'S CLIPBOARD+

Full name: Anna Marie Joseph
D.O.B.: October 31, 2002
Hair color: blonde
Eye color: blue
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 110 lb.

*ANNA'S POV*

I finished finally, getting up and setting my clipboard on the counter. I walked back to see both of the guys staring at their clipboards intently. I give them a weird look, snap a quick photo and send it to them giggling a bit. I sit down as their phones go off, they both give each other weird looks. Then look directly at me, they start giggling too, but then go back to staring at their clipboards. It's so boring here! "Are you guys almost done?" I ask "Yes" they both respond not looking up from their clipboards. I pull out my phone, no wifi... I put my phone away sadly because I didn't want to waste my data. But thankfully I didn't have to wait a long time cause like 5 mins later they were done filling out their stuff. They went to go give the lady their clipboards, so I got up and waited for them to walk back. Soon we were back on the bus on the way to the last show of the US tour. The last show was in Anaheim, California. I had never left Boston before the guys adopted me. I was still nervous as fuck to fly to Europe. ~TRIGGER WARNING~ I've had so many urges to cut, I always scratch my cuts. I like to feel the pain, to watch the blood roll down my arm. You may ask why I cut and I'll give the typical answer, I want to feel ALIVE.~TRIGGER ENDS~ I push those thoughts to the back of my head and walk over to Josh who is playing Mario Kart. I sit down and grab a controller and start to play with him. We play to rounds and he looks at me with a surprised face and says "What the fuck! How did you beat me?! TWICE!!" "After you go to bed Tyler and I play video games, he taught me some tricks on Mario Kart! Stop being a wimp! I beat your ass fair and square!" I say while laughing and doing a little victory dance. He then picks me up and throws me on Tyler, I look up at Tyler. I think I'm ready to call him dad... I look up again and say "hi dad" I give a little smile as Tyler's face lights up, he smiles back and says "hi Anna." Josh says "AWWWW daddy-daughter moment!!" He snaps a quick picture a runs back to his bunk. Tyler puts me down still smiling and continues to eat his lunch. I run to my bunk to text Shannon and Alex ( if you have no idea who they are they are two girls from my favorite YouTube channel called My Digital Escape. Or you can go back to the warped tour chapters.) I look at my phone to see a notification. I see the picture that Josh took. It's on Instagram and he captioned it exactly what he said. I smile at it then see a mean comment. It says 'EWWW! She looks like a slut! Get her sluttiness  off Tyler!😷😷' and another says 'She's UGLY if she was an emoji she'd look like this one 👹! 😂😂 #rolf #tru!' Another says 'She's so fat!! She is gonna kill Tyler under that weight! #FATTY' I keep reading but finally decide I can't read anymore! ~TRIGGER WARNING~ I put my phone down and run to the bathroom with tears in my eyes. I wipe off the tears and look at myself with disgust. I forgot my book with my blades in it! I quickly run back to my bunk and grab it but both the guys see I grabbed it. I don't care if they saw me, I lock the bathroom door and I hear them talk. Those people are right, I am ugly, I am a slut, I am fat! I open my book and see my blades, I sigh with relief. They didn't take them! I grab one and feel the edges with my fingers. I see the blood start to run out of my finger, I start to cry but I quickly wipe them away getting blood on my face. I take off my sweater and throw it at the door. Next I move onto my arms. I run the blade on my wrists, suddenly I hear a banging on the door and hear two voices. My dads and Josh... "Anna let us in!" They both yell. I grab my phone and start to play music and I plug it into the speakers and turn it up till I can't hear them. I continue to cut all the way up my fore arms. I take off my shorts and start to cut my thighs, my fat, ugly thighs. I cut deeper on my thighs and watch as blood starts to come out. I smile and go to a place I've never cut before... My hips. Before I got to my hips my phone goes off over the speakers which gives me a mini heart attack and I see two messages one from Tyler and one from Josh. I just look at my phone and put back on the music. I go to my hips and start to cut. Soon I'm covered almost covered in blood. I turn down the music and they're still banging on the door and yelling. Then Josh just kicks down the door. I'm sitting there in my bra and underwear covered in blood. They both look at me, then look at each other. Josh goes and turns on the shower and sits in the bath. Tyler picks me up, I start kicking and screaming, then I feel something rain on me. I look up and I'm in the shower. I feel the sting of soap as Tyler starts to was the blood off my body. I feel someone underneath me and its Josh. He kisses my head and I just sit there.

~~~~~~~~~~~~END OF CHAPTER~~~~~~~~~hope you enjoyed this chapter!~~~~~~~~

Hey guys, I just wanted to thank you all for 265 reads! So my last goal was 200 but when I checked Wattpad this morning I saw 265 reads! I got 65 over my 200 reads goal! So my next goal is obviously 300! So anyway in the next chapter it's gonna be the last show on the US tour, and then Anna will get to see her new home! So in this story Josh and Tyler live in the same house in L.A. So Anna is now a Cali girl. So they will be in the house for a month before the have to go to Europe. Also sorry I didn't update yesterday I really wasn't feeling well so yeah. So I wrote an extra long chapter for you guys!

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