She's The Tear In My Heart||Adopted by TØP

Chapter 53

*ANNAS POV* *TIME SKIP 2 MONTHS*(Trigger warning)

I woke up to the sound of my wretched alarm. The start of a new day. Gotta love it! Another day of the voices and another day of watching what I eat. I got out of bed, time to weigh myself. Time to be disappointed with myself.  I stepped on the scale. 99.2 lbs. I still needed to lose 8 pounds...  8 more pounds till I'll be perfect! I walked downstairs to see Jenna making breakfast. I said good morning and she said it back. She was making waffles! I loved them! She gave me a plate with 2 waffles on them. There's now way in hell I'm eating 2 waffles! I took half a waffle. I wanted to be skinny so badly. I ate my waffle and went upstairs to the bath room. I hovered my head over the toilet and put my fingers up to my mouth...(time skip cause it's gross) (also I'm sorry if this triggers anyone
:(() I flushed toilet, wiped off my chin and washed my hands. I went up to my room and laid on my bed. I picked up a book and began to read. I almost finished the book before my eyelids began to feel heavy. Before I knew it I was blasted off into the dream world where I could have anything I wanted.

<In dream>
I was in a room full of mirrors. I turned around and there was a scale. I looked at it. My heart started to beat as I looked at the numbers. I stepped on it. It read 90 lbs. Yes I was finally at my goal weight!! I step off and hear a low growl behind me. I turn around to see myself in the mirror. I still looked fat even though I was at my goal weight. No I looked heavier... I rubbed my stomach in disgust. Grabbed my thighs and arms. I was an ugly beast! I fell to the ground and cried.
<End of dream>
I woke up with tears on my face. That was such an awful dream. I got up and looked at myself in the mirror. I lifted up my shirt. My stomach looked fat... more tears slipped out. I wiped them off and began to work out. I needed to lose this weight.

*time skip 2 months*
I stepped on the scale. 80 lbs. Still not enough... I stepped off and went downstairs. Ive noticed it harder to fo things lately. I sat down in the couch and turned on the tv. A little later Tyler, Jenna, and Josh walk in and sit on the couch. They have a serious look on their faces... was I in trouble? I dont remember doing anything bad.

"Anna, we have to tell you something..." Tyler said. I nod my head and he continues.

"We've decided to send you to the Eating Disorders Unit at Santa Monica
Psychiatric Hospital." He says as he looks down at the floor. I burst into tears.

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Hey everyone! I hope this doesn't trigger anyone. I honestly hope it doesn't. But yea. Anyways guys guess what!! So I've always hated my body because ive been heavier my whole life and the other day I bought my first bikini!! Well the bottoms cover the bottom half of my stomach, but this is the first step on my journey of loving my body!  What will happen next when Anna gets sent to an edu?

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