BETTER THAN I CAN EVER HOPE FOR IN MY ENTIRE LIFE Book Four

Edward proposes

Epov

Shit! I could just kick myself right now. I ran my hands through the back of my hair. I ended up punching a hole in the wall in so much frustration. "Edward calm down! You can't be like this." Rose told me. "You don't think I know this Rose. God with everything that's happened and still happening I guess it's just building up."

"Then talk about it instead of let it build up and you do what you just did Edward. I'm going to check on Bella you cool down before you rip someone's head off." Rose said as she walked out. She right though. I keep bottling up all of this and look where it's gotten me. I blew up at Bella and scared the hell out of her. "EDWARD, EMMETT HELP I NEED YOU GUYS NOW!" I heard Rose call out. I ran into my room and I froze by Rose along by Emmett beside me! "How the hell she do that?" Emmett asked.

"Edward you want to explain this one or should I!" Rose said as she crossed her arms in front of her. All I could do is stare dumbfounded at what Bella did. She barricaded herself into the walk in closet. I mean she really barricaded herself in. She took the dressers and whatever she could and wedged them into the doorway.

"Eddie what you do?" I turned to Emmett. "Don't call me that and I accidentally snapped at her but I didn't think it do this honest." I looked between the both of them. "Relax Edward I don't think it was just you I just it was the last thing that finally sent her into shock." Rose explain. "We need to get in there to her!" Emmett says. "You think!" I tell him. "ARRRRGGGHHH!" We all and turned and looked towards the walk in closet after we hear Bella scream.

"Daddy why mommy screaming?" I turned to see Thomas in the doorway.

"Mommy will be alright sweetheart let's get back to bed. You and Emmett figure out that!" Rose said. "Thanks Rose!" I told her. She nods and walks Thomas back to his room. "Now what do we do?" Emmett asked. "I guess get some tools and tear it apart until we can get in there. We started taking everything apart but I noticed every time you hit something Bella would scream.

Then I started to think how they were getting shot at. How can I be so stupid. Once we finally got in there we notice she shattered all the light bulbs. "I need a flashlight!" I called out. Rose ran out of the room and a short time later ran back in and handed me the flashlight.

I slowly walked and clothes were all over and I found her curled up in the corner covering her head with her hands. I slowly kneeled down and put my hand gently on her shoulder. She started screaming. "Bella it's alright!" She slowly lift her head and turned and looked at me. She just looked at me in fear. "I'm so so sorry baby I didn't mean to snap at you like that." That's when she wrapped her arms around me as tight as she could and just cried.

I wrapped my arms around her and buried my face in her hair. "It's alright baby you're safe now." I finally scooped her and carried her out. I sat on the bed with her in my arms. "Well now we got to rebuild the closest!" I looked up and glared at Emmett.

"What!" He says. Rose slaps him in the back of the head. "OUCH! What was that for?" He asked. "Because you big Ox, that is not a thing to say at a time this you idiot. God I swear sometimes you're a 2 year old." Rose says. "I'm sorry!" Emmett says. "If you two are done Bella still needs her arm taken care of." I finally say. "Alright let me get the stuff." Rose says.

Later on Rose finally comes out of the bedroom and into the kitchen where Emmett and I are. "How is she Rose?" I ask as I hand her a cup of coffee. "Sleeping now. I gave her something to help her sleep. But I got the bullet out. I was right though she was in shock."

"Was in shock?" I asked. "Well she started signing to me after I got down. She told me that she scared. "Of what?" I asked. "For us Edward! She so afraid that something going to happen to us. But not just us you. She afraid you're going to disappear or something."