BETTER THAN I CAN EVER HOPE FOR IN MY ENTIRE LIFE Book Four

epilogue

                                Bpov

I just got on break finally after being on the line for 2 days and I'm at base camp. I turn on my phone and noticed 4 video text messages from Edward. I clicked on the first one and it was from April. "Well Edward kicked me out and Carlisle and Esme are taking me home. Bella Edward knows I'm getting help but he doesn't know when I get home that I'm going to ask Carlisle to admit me to the hospital. I know I need help sis and I need to go away for awhile to do it. If I can turn back time I would and none of this would of happen. I made a mess out of everything and I hope one day you can forgive me dear sister. I love you so much. Please don’t give up on Edward he loves you so much."

The video ends and I wipe the tears from my eyes. Then I click on the next one and it was Thomas.

"Hi mommy! Daddy said we were sending you a video. I drew a picture for you in school today see." He lifted the picture and he drew the whole family camping. "Mommy I miss you and love you. Grandma and Grandpa are here and Grandma keeps stealing Julie from Aunt Rose and Daddy. It's funny. I got to go mommy love you." He blows me a kiss and then waves before he runs off.

I click on the next one and it's Julie and she gotten into the cupboard of pots and pans. "What is daddy's girl doing?" I hear Edward and he comes into view and kneels down by Julie. "Let me show you something you can do we these." Edward disappears and comes back into view and sits on the floor next to Julie. He hands her a wooden spoon. "Now this is what you can do!" He starts tapping on the pan and stops. Julie looks at the spoon and then does the same. "That's it!" He tells her and they both start tapping the pans.

I hear Rose start laughing and Edward snaps his head up. "What are you doing Rose?" He asked. "You asked me to started videoing Julie so that's what I'm doing." She said. "I said her not me!" Edward gets up and starts chasing Rose down and the video ends I broke down laughing.

I click on the next one and it was Edward.

"Hey baby if you hadn't noticed I decided to send you some video's. I'll send more of the kids. Just know will be here waiting when you're ready to come home. I really miss you and it's hard to keep a strong face on around here. I need to tell you something Thomas told me. No secrets right. Well I guess your dad showed up in his bedroom in the middle of the night and he had a gun and he hit Thomas. Don't worry I got Thomas in here with me for now." The video pans over to Thomas sleeping on our bed. Then it goes back to Edward.

"I love you baby and I just hope you come back to us." The video goes off and I bury my hands into my face. Then I look around for somewhere to set my phone to record myself and send it to Edward.

                                     Epov

I was sitting on the bed and haven't heard from Bella in two days. It's the middle of the night and I can't sleep. It's hard to sleep with Bella not here. Then I hear my phone go off. It's a text video from Bella how the hell did she. I clicked on it and Bella setting up the phone and sits back down. She looks like she just got off the fire line. She starts signing.

Hi! I thought since you sent me all the video's that I send you one to show you I am alright. As you can see I just got off the fire line. It is bad Edward. It is worst than what they been telling people. But it is not nothing I can't handle. You know me. There is not a moment that goes by I do not go without thinking of you and the kids. For Thomas I know he safe with you. You're a good father Edward. I seen you with the kids. You do a better job than I do. I do want to come back but it's got to be for the right reasons. Not because you want me to Edward. I need to know that you honestly want to be with me. This is hard for me to say because I love you so much and I do not want to hurt you. But I spent my life of people putting me down and treating me like crap. What's to say you do not start doing that to me. I am not saying I am leaving you. I am saying you need to decide what you really want and you can't do that while I am there. I love you.