BETTER THAN I CAN EVER HOPE FOR IN MY ENTIRE LIFE Book Four

April tells the truth

Bpov

I seen Edward come out with April. I was very angry with her. I kissed Julie on top of the head and I pulled her close to me. I couldn't believe she was with Tanya and wanted to kill the children and me just to get at Edward. I buried my face into Julie's hair and tried to hide my tears. "Bella look at me please!" I turn my head towards Edward and he gently wiped to tears from my eyes. "April just wants to talk to you." I lifted my head and shook it. "Bella I can't tell you how sorry I am. I wish I didn't lose my memory but I did. What I did to you I know now I wish I could take it back." April said from behind Edward. I handed him Julie and stood up and signed.

How dare you! To even after what we went through you still wanted to hide the messages. To stand there and hide the fact you wanted me dead but the kids damn it April. You don't understand. I stepped in front of her so angry that I lost it and signed again. You were not there, Edward was not there. I had to watch a girl that was Julie's sister die right in front of me. Her dying wish was for Edward and I to raise her as our own. I did everything I knew how to try an save Angel but I could not save her. God I wish I could of save her. But for you to try an take my kids.

I ran into the woods and fell to the ground when I tripped. I cried because I never told no one not even Edward and it killed me that I couldn't save Angel.

Epov

My eyes widen when I realized Bella was hurt more by this then I thought and when she finally said or signed about Angel I knew what was really going on and why she hurt and when she took off for the woods my heart stop.

"Edward I didn't know. God I'm so sorry!" I kissed Julie on top of the head. "Here take Julie. Tell Emmett to mind the grill. And April I didn't either. Thomas stay here!" I quickly ran into the woods in the direction she did. It didn't take me long to find her rolled up in a ball crying. I picked her up and sat her on my lap and held her to me.

"Shh, baby I know you probably did everything you could for Angel. But sometimes we can't save everyone. As much as I know it hurts and it does me too. I don't regret the kids at all. There our life. I know there not our blood but there still ours baby. Julie is a splitting image of her sister. I myself am going to be fighting off the boys when she a teenager." Bella starts to giggle. She slowly looks up to me with tears in her eyes. I wiped them away and gently stroke her cheek.

Bpov

Edward gently stroke my cheek. I couldn't look away from his eyes. He looked at me with so much love and it was like he could see into my soul. I missed being with him like this. He was my safe place my anchor. The reason I breath, I love him so much.

He gently pressed his lips to mine. He traced my lips with to ask for permission which I gave him and he gave me. He pulls away and leans his forehead against mine. "Do you know how much love you Bella?" I shook my head. "You are everything to me. If anything would of happen to you today I do not know what I've down. Your my world. Well except for the kids but I think you know what I mean." I giggled and nodded. "Now I really think maybe there's a certain sister you need to make up with and she is beside herself."

I looked away. "Will you stop being so damn stubborn Bella!" I looked at him wide eyed and stood up. I signed.

Stubborn! What the hell Edward did you butter me up just to get on my good side? "What no! Bella it's your sister damn it. She lost her memory." I stopped him and signed. She tried to still hide it Edward. Wait. I stop myself. They wanted me dead to to get me and the kids out of the way. So they so Tanya could have Edward. I started hitting myself in the forehead. I signed.