This Love (Niall fanfiction)

chapter 53

A/N

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Cleo's P.O.V

Niall comes back into my room and gets my bag together silently. He throws a pair of black jeans and a white v-neck onto my bed.

"Hurry up and get ready." He says dryly and leaves. The door was shut so hard that I flinched a little. I got out of the bed and got dressed. 

I walk out of my room and thank the doctors while waving goodbye. Niall is already out of the door. I pick up my pace trying to keep up with him, but he's not slowing down. 

We get to the car and he doesn't open the door for me like he usually would. I know somethings up. I get in as does he and he slams his door. 

"Nia-" I get cut off from him turning up the radio. 

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We get home and he just goes upstairs in the beach house. I follow him upstairs and knock on the door. I know I seemed like I was being annoying to him, but I wanted to know why he was being irritable towards me. I stop trying and go into the bathroom and sit on the toilet seat lid. I turn my head and look in the trashcan and find my pregnancy test. I tried to bury it as far as I could, but I could only see a little bit of it. 

I stick my head in my face and sigh deeply. He knows. I come out of the bathroom and twist the handle expecting it to be locked, but it opened unfortunately. I wasn't ready to talk to him just yet.

"What do you want?" Niall says facing away from me. His body was faced towards the rack of music that was organized by his favorites. 

"I want to talk to you." 

"Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant?" He says turning around to me. 

"I didn't know how t-"

"You talk to me about anything else, so why couldn't you tell me about this?" He says coming closer to me with mixed emotions on his face. 

"This is different, Niall." He decreases the space between us to the point to were I can feel him breathing on the top of my head. He lifts up my chin gently with his index finger making me meet eye contact with his frosty blue eyes. I didn't know if he was going to be mad at me or happy at the fact that we're having a baby. I couldn't tell just by looking at him.

"I'm mad at the fact that you didn't tell me." He says dropping his hand.

"I thought we communicated better than that." He scowls.

"We do!" 

"Obviously not." He clips and I stop talking. If I say what I'm thinking right now to him he'll never speak to me for the rest of my life.

I just tidied up the house while he was making dinner. Well, in his case making was ordering Chinese food, but I was fine with either one. 

Once the food came, I offered to pay which he  immediately shot down leading to him paying. As usual. He goes into the kitchen and asks me what I wanted. I got up from the couch and went in the kitchen to join him. Yes, I'm pregnant, but I'm not even showing yet. I can still do things on my own. 

"Goodness, did you order enough?" I say sarcastically looking at the heaping of food smeared out perfectly on the counter. 

"Well, I figured that you'd want more since-" 

"I'm not going to eat all of this, Niall." I say looking at him.

"I just want the baby to be healthy, that's all." He says lurking over and rubbing my flat stomach.

"Niall-" I say laughing at him. "First off, Chinese food isn't healthy, second, I'm only a few weeks pregnant." He only laughs because I had just proved a point. 

We sit at the table and talk about baby names. He's so excited and jittery about the whole 'baby' thing. I on the other hand, yes I'm happy, but I'm nervous more than anything. I know how the whole process functions. It just makes me nervous thinking about it. 

"If it's a boy, Logan." He suggests. 

"If it's a girl, Ella." I say smiling. I've always loved that name.

"Ella as in..." Niall says circling his hand gesturing for me to continue. 

"What?"

"Isabella, Bella?" He says stuffing his mouth with rice again. "-it sounds incomplete." 

"No, just Ella." I say smiling off. I named my baby dolls that whenever I was younger. The name has just always stuck.

We were betting on if it was a girl or a boy. If it was a boy, Niall wins the bet and gets to go with his name chose. Vise versa for me. I walk into the living room and turn it on the music channel that only plays songs from my ipod. Falling For You by Colbie Caillat came on and I started dancing around.

 I sing to him not realizing how close he was actually coming near me. I shake my body around, attempting to dance, and Niall grabs my hands twirling me around and dancing with me.

He cannot dance and it's making me laugh. He grabs my lower waist and points our other hand in the opposite direction, making us playfully ballroom dance. He starts laughing whenever I whip my arm out to far and hit it on the wall. I didn't realize how close to the wall we were.  

Niall mouths the lyrics and whenever he doesn't know the lyric he says "somethin', somethin'.

 There's laughs echoing throughout the flat and Niall continues to twirl me around and I fall into him, but he catches us from spinning backwards.

He kisses my cheek and I giggle turning around to face him. He snakes his hand around my waist and pulls me closer to the point where our noises are touching. He looks down at my lips and laughs a little before pressing them to mine. The kiss was slow and sweet. 

"Sorry for what I did earlier." Niall mumbles and I nod.

I was waiting for him to apologize.

I pull my lips away from his warm ones to kiss him on his cheek and bury my face in his shirt. I loved his scent. I hugged him tight and he kissed my head.

"Oh my God!" I quickly got out of Niall's embrace and try to find the remote control whenever a provocative song came on. I look for the remote on the corner of the couch were I left it, but it's not there. I hear the music get louder and turn around smirking at Niall. 

"So, you have kinky music on your iPod, Cleo?" He says smirking with the remote dangling in his left hand. I blush uncontrollably and cover my face with the nearest pillow. He just turns it up even louder. 

"Niall!" 

He just laughs and I plop my body on the couch, shoving my face into the cushions. I hear his signature laugh inching closer to me. I get flipped over to him singing the song to me. 

"Please stop!" I say practically begging him to turn this song off. It's such a seductive song. Then I notice the song starts over and realize that he had put this tune on repeat.

He sings in my ear, now hovering over me. Niall decreases the space between us and starts placing kisses all over my face, making me laugh uncontrollably. The last kiss placement was on my lips and that stayed there for a while. He licks my bottom lip and I let him in. This kiss was different from the one earlier. It was filled with lust and passion. 

I bring my hand to the back of his neck, forgetting that this song was still on. He rolls his hips up against mine, making me gasp involuntarily. 

"Turn this song off." I say while still heatedly kissing Niall. 

"No, it adds perfectly to what we're about to do." This is why I'm pregnant now, Niall.