Love Letters || Nessie

8 - Dumped

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The kissing grew deeper and our hands began to roam the other's body. My hands kept going to her butt because...wow it was big! Nicki's couldn't stay still. They went everywhere, to any place she can touch in our position.

I kissed down her cheek and her jaw. Nicki's breath hitched as I began kissing and biting and sucking on her neck. She let out a soft moan as I reached a spot. I started to suck on it, causing her to moan louder and whimper. She started to tug at my hair, but I didn't let up, and continued to suck even harder.

My name escaped her mouth more than once, and I began to feel her hips slowly rock against me. My hips met hers as I pulled away to admire the handiwork on Nicki's neck. Then I kissed her again as I tugged on the hem of her shirt before taking it off.

Slowly, we undressed each other, the storm raging outside being long forgotten. In my head, I knew I wasn't supposed to do this. But I just couldn't stop. Nicki was everything I wanted in a girl, in a person, period. The way she looks, talks, an acts around me is different from the people I've dated in the past. She's so sincere with everything she does, and she doesn't do things to benefit both of us. She only pays attention to my wants and needs. I've fallen for her so hard in the past couple of weeks--months if you count the letters.

"Jess," Nicki squeaked from under me now.

My hand rested against her inner thigh as my gaze traveled up to her beautiful face illuminated by the moonlight. No other light was on, so it was relatively dark.

My thoughts were that she wasn't ready and she didn't want to do this. I quickly removed my hand and sat away from her, my cheeks flaming. How could I have been so stupid to think she didn't care how fast we were going?

"I-I'm sorry," I softly stuttered.

"No! I meant, that's not what I meant. I was going to ask if you were ready?"

Her brown eyes caught my green ones, and I smiled at her. "Only if you are."

"I'm more than ready. I've been ready for years, Jessica."

A grin spread across my face as I resumed my position over her, my hand going to her area. Nicki watched my hand as I watched her facial expressions.

I inched closer and closer, Nicki beginning to whine. Until I slid a thumb over her cl!t. She moaned, glancing up at me. I circled her small bud, taking note of how her breathing shallowed even more. And how wēt she was for me. She was soaking to the touch, and I had to bite back a moan myself.

I stopped my actions, leaving Nicki whimpering for a few seconds. Still with my eyes on her face, I slid my index finger inside the small woman. She threw her head back, eyes closed, her nails digging into the couch. Slowly I moved in and out of her tightness. Her face was twisted in a look of pain and I stopped.

"I'm hurting you, aren't I?" I asked her before another round of thunder.

"It's fine," she grunted.

"Haven't you been with another girl?"

"Of course I have! But I'm always dominant."

A smirk played on my lips. "You're a dom, then?"

"Well, I was. Until now."

I giggled and continued to move inside of her, relishing her moans. Knowing I'm the one making her make those noises, feeling immense pleasure, satisfied me. She's done numerous things for me, now I'm returning the favor.

But my phone rang loudly, and we both groaned for different reasons. I added another finger and began to speed up.

"J-Jess...your ph-phone!" Nicki got out.

"Almost done..."

But my phone continued and I picked it up to see it was Luke. Of course it was Luke. He always found some way to ruin something happening between Nicki and I.

Nicki arched her back and screamed, and I pulled out and ran out of the room. Once I could barely hear her screams, I answered the phone. "Hello?"

"What took you so long?!"

"I'm sorry, Luke," I apologized, looking down at the hand that was inside Nicki.

"Where are you anyways?"

"I'm at a friend's. I'll be home when the storm calms down--"

"Don't bother. I'll be gone by then."

My heart dropped at those words. I hope he wasn't hinting at what I thought it was. "What? What do you mean?"

"I'm breaking up with you."

"Why?!"

"There's someone else..."

And before I could ask him more, he hung up on me. I can't believe it. Luke dumped me. Over. The. Phone.

I was furious, and I stormed out of the room. Was I that bad of a girlfriend that I had to get dumped over the phone? Sure I was seeing Nicki behind his back, but I'm sure he was cheating on me before then.

But I guess neither of us were doing what we're supposed to have done. And I couldn't help that I fell for a woman who's written words were better than his spoken ones.

A/N: I'm thinking about posting the Jessiana book soon...what do you think??