Here I was, looking at the most beautiful girl in the world. I stared into her beautiful brown eyes. I can't believe I have the honor to call this extraordinary girl mine.
"I love you Billie," Adrienne said.
"I love you too." Then she kissed me for the first time since we started dating. It was the best thing I've ever felt. We started dating sometime after the first Green Day tour about a year ago. I want to propose to her but I'm still trying to figure out if she's the one. I think she is...I mean I really think she is. I'd love to call her my wife rather than my girlfriend but I'm not sure if either of us are ready. We've only been seeing each other for only a year.
"I should get back home. It's getting late..when can I see you again, Addie?" I asked her.
"I don't know, I'll call you. I love you," she said as she turned and walked away. I stood and watched her walk away until I couldn't see her anymore. I checked my watch, it was 10PM. I don't feel like going home yet so I got in my car and drove to my best friend Mike Dirnt's house. His real name is Michael Pritchard but he likes to be called Mike Dirnt.
I parked my car in his driveway and walked up to his house. I let myself in. We've been best friends since we were 10 years old so he gave me the key to house.
When I walked through the door, the smell of weed filled my nose.
"BJ!!!!!" Mike yelled when he seen me walk into his living room. "You're just in time!!! Come join us!" He handed me a joint. Him and our other friend Tré Cool were sitting on the couch smoking weed. Tré's real name is Frank Wright but he likes to be called Tré. I'm the only one in the band who's kept their real name.
I sit down on the couch next to Tré and smoke with them.
"How was your date with Adrienne?" Tré asked me sounding out of it. They both sounded out of it. How much of this shit did they smoke??
"It was great," I said smiling.
"What's that smile about?" Mike asked.
"She umm...she..ya know. She kissed me." I instantly regretted telling them. Especially Tré. I could feel myself blushing. Why'd I tell them? I won't hear the end of it. Tré and Mike busted out laughing. I stood up.
"I gotta go. It's getting late. I'll see you guys tomorrow." I went straight to my apartment and started writing a song for Addie. The words just spilled out onto the paper. "She holds my malakite so tight so, never let go. 'Cause she's 2,000 light years away" I wanted to marry this girl so badly. I want her here with me. I want to feel her lips pressed against mine. Why would I let myself fall in love? She won't stay. No one does. I gotta make this feeling go away. At least for the moment. I walk into my bathroom and open my medicine cabinet. I stand and stare at all the drugs and meds. Should I take them? No. Well...no. I shouldn't. I close it and stare at myself in the mirror for a very long time. I need to change something....so I bleached my hair then climbed into bed and fell asleep with thoughts of Adrienne Nesser in my head.
