She Will Be Loved

She Will Be Loved (Chapter 26)

ADAMS POV

It had been a couple weeks since Hannah asked we start over, and I honestly have never seen her so weak and strong at the same time. She fought every day with her addictions, as it broke my heart to watch her go through it all again. Some nights I would wake up to her crying as she hugs her knees and cry. The sigh of it alone was enough to behind a tear to my eyes. Sighing I sit at my desk, staring at the ultrasound of the baby we had lost. I still hadn't told her about it, not wanting to upset her. Kissing the picture I carefully put it back in the drawer, knowing I would be packing it to go on tour soon. I hadn't talked to Hannah about the tour, trying to think of way to ask her to come with me without being too pushy. The thought of leaving her scared me, enough to where I had already postpone the tour twice. The doorbell rings and I hear Frankie bark excitedly, it must be the guys. I hear the smile in Hannah's voice as she greets them all, no doubt hugging them in her paint splattered clothes. She had finally picked up a brush again, painting her thoughts to process them. The one that hung above our bed brought me the most happiness. Lovers lost in embrace as the world around them is black and white but they are in color. Her pictures weren't always this happy, mostly black holes with demons. She had yet to gain her memories back, which makes me feel as if she's not as involved with our relationship as I am. I'm snapped out of my thoughts by the guys walking in, "Still trying to find a way for her to go?" James asks. I sigh and nod, twirling her engagement ring around my finger. "Why don't you just ask her?" He continues to ask questions as he sits on the couch and eats a bag of chips. I run my fingers down my face as I groan, "It's not that simple. I don't wanna seem too pushy or seem like I don't trust her." He nods and smiles before calling her upstairs. As she walks in my smile instantly lights up, my hand twitching to reach out and touch her. "Wanna go on tour with us?" James asks bluntly. My eyes go wide and I chew my lip nervously, waiting for her answer. She simply smiles and shrugs, "Sure, should be fun." I let out a relieved breath and smile as I grab her and sit her on my lap, nuzzling against her neck as she giggles. "I was hoping you would say yes." I whisper in her ear before kissing her cheek. Maybe this your would help her, get her away from all her worries for a while. She smiles and kisses my lips, and just like in the picture everything else just fades away and all I see is her.