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As my body collapsed with the floor, the older boy's body collapsed into mine.
-Oh, I-I'm sorry. -I nervously laughed while Phil bursted into laughing, only making the small distance between our faces harder to bare.
-It's okay. -Phil said between giggles, not really seeming to care that he was on top of me.


  Don't even start with the "top" jokes.

-It's really ironic, you know? Like, you're the clumsy one, but I'm the one who ended up making both of us fall and...- Phil was staring at my eyes, so I couldn't pay attention to anything I wanted to say.

-You have the prettiest eyes. -Phil said, almost whispering.

-You too. - I said.

Phil gave me a weak laugh and stared at my mouth.

He slowly approached my face, my heart skipping multiple beats

Is this even happening?

I can't let this happen.


No, if Phil and I kiss, it will be even harder to keep him away.

No.

He got so close I could smell his minty breath

No.

Breathing had never been this hard before.

No.

My heart was beating faster than a humming bird's wings.

No.

He looked me in the eyes and I felt as if every single inch of me had melted.

No.

He closed his eyes as his soft lips touched mine

No.

 No.

 No.

I closed my eyes as well.

NO NO NO NO NO

And we kissed. 

Yes.

And, fuck, it felt so right.

Yes.

Phil had the sweetest mouth ever.


And I had the dirtiest.



And nothing's ever felt so right before.


Yes.

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