Hello stranger. ⇝ Phan

1.5

~Dan
Motherfucking moths on my stomach.
That's how Phil made me feel.
And for once, I wasn't so afraid of them.
Actually, I'd love it if I could feel them all day long.

Phil was just so calm and lovable.

He put a hand on my hips and the other one on my hair.

I grabbed his butt and he let out a small moan during the kiss that surely gave me a boner.

His fingers went down my neck, making me shiver and I wanted to suck his lips off his face.

Okay.
So, you don't know just how amazing it is to kiss someone you truly
like until you do it.

But you also have no idea of how awkward the afterwards feelings are until you've felt them.

What am I supposed to do after a kiss?

Should I kiss him again?
Can I please kiss him again?

Should I say it was good?
No, that would be even more awkward.
But it was fucking amazing.

Should I run?
Oh yea I can't
CAUSE HE'S LITERALLY LAYING ON TOP OF ME.

We stopped kissing and I still had no idea of what I would do whatsoever.

Phil spaced out and looked at me, widen eyes. He was shocked at himself.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

Does he regret it? Can we still be friends or will it be too awkward? Am I a bad kisser? Does Phil hate me?

-Dan, I...I...-Phil said, as I sat on the floor and he left my body.-I just...

-LET'S GO CATCH A MOVIE, LOSERS!-Clarissa interrupted Phil and I've never been so thankful about her presence.-W...why are you siting on the floor? You could just sit on the sofa.

-Long story short, I fell.-I said nervously and Phil gave me this disappointed look.

What did he want me to say?

"Oh yeah, Phil and I just made out and almost had cheeky bum sex on your carpet."?

I didn't think so.

-Okay, I see it...-Clari obviously didn't believe me.- Can we go watch a movie now?
-Sounds good.-Phil said, tgetting up.
Clari looked at me, waiting for any sign of response, but I just got up and walked towards the front door.