song - devil in me by halsey
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it was the time you met at night. every night. you would crawl out of your window , in the tree and hop down. you would usually use the time to smoke while you walk to the park. you didn't live that far away so it wasn't a very long walk. it was very peaceful, especially going to meet him. the boy you've had feelings for since the sixth grade. the boy you've been best friends with since the seventh grade. the boy that has been there for you through thick and thin. the boy named justin cloudy caylen, or jc. you arrived at the park and sat waiting for jc to show up, he was usually a few minutes late.
you laid down , staring at the bliss of stars in the dark sky. it was a peaceful setting to you. the night was something you'd always been in love with. you closed your eyes as you heard shuffled footprints. you opened your eyes to not only see jc but a girl you had never seen before. they're hands were interlocked. you watched as it felt like your heart was getting thrown off a bridge. you seen as jc didn't see you. he walked to the slide with her. you smiled lightly. it was no longer your and jc's time. 10:53 was over.
