XXVIII : Technicolor Butterfly

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A/N: i vomited words and this happens


chasing butterflies like forgotten dreams,

constantly out of reach, out of grasp

dancing prisms of light, everything is not what it seems


a hopeless wish

to forever stay in the warm embrace

of naivety, yet still giving chase

to idealistic innocence


and the lines blur

between right and wrong, black and white

and all is left is the murk of grey, like fog, obscure

you're afraid that everything is not that simple, not the way it used to be


childish innocence gives way to cynical sarcasm

and there's a yawning chasm

where laughter used to be


the truth of the world

(innocence really can be bliss---you cannot deny)

truly makes you want to curl

up and never wake up


you once said the sky was so beautiful


but now it's darkened with scowling clouds


and you're not sure if they will ever part again


and you see a butterfly of so many colors

irdiscent blue, shimmering bright

and give chase once again

chasing once long-forgotten dreams

that threaten to rend

your fragile heart

apart

summer ends with a sigh, saying goodbye

but you know you'll see it again

with the turning of time

you can't help

but contemplate

your

insanity


doing the same thing again and again with the expectancy of different results

chasing, chasing for eternity, the golden horizon

pursuing

with endless ambition

castles in the sky

and you have faith

you will find what you seek

no mater how long it takes

no matter the stakes

no matter what the fates

decree

what shall be


shall be.



you try your best

to never break

your promises

(you'd never rest

until you accomplish

what you desire)







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