Inseparable

Chapter 7

Pain and disappointment.

I keep saying that to myself countless of times before I finally fall asleep. I don't know what to think anymore. Hours worth of tossing and turning in my sleep, Angel in my mind, him at the party, him being drunk, just everything. I don't think me and him are the perfect match as I thought we were. The fact that I was stupid enough being told multiple times by Anna that he is not the kind of guys who would care for that one special girl. This is not like love at first sight or anything but I almost thought I was falling for the guy.

This is one of the main reasons I didn't date through my middle school year and freshman year. I learned a lot but not in experience. I was always cautious of the people who were around me and what others went through. I definitely didn't want to be in their shoes. If I were, I wouldn't know what to do with myself. Or my life. Life is too short and it is hell, I admit but we go through it for a reason to do mistakes and then learn from it. I was too stupid that my mistake was meeting Angel and falling for him. When I wake up in the morning, I jump from my bed and do the same routine I always do. After washing my face and brushing my teeth, I go downstairs and greet my dad with a warm smile, despite my sadness and pain inside me.

"Good morning," I tell him after kissing him on the cheek.

"Morning." He smiles and brings his eyes back to his computer.

"Getting work done I see?" I raise my brow.

"What can I say?" He says with a chuckle before taking a sip on his coffee. A minute of silence comes between us and I speak up.

"Do you think I can invite Blu to come over?" I bring my bottom lip between my teeth.

"Of course you can." He agrees, his eyes still focused on the computer and and I squeal in excitement.

"Thanks dad, I'll call him right now." And with that, my feet carries me to my room and I grab my phone off my night stand. Luckily, I received a few messages from Angel but I refuse to open it. I'm in no mood to talk to him right now. I dial Blu's number and wait for him to pick up. When he does on the second ring, I practically scream.

"Blu! I miss you so much," I say after he says hello.

"I miss you too, Sky. What are you doing today?"

"Nothing really. My dad is working I think and I asked him if you can come over." I pick my fingernails.

"Yeah, sure. That is fine. What time?" He asks and I tell him at noon. It is already eleven in the morning. He agrees as we both hang up on the phone. I forgot to mention, Blu has practically been my best friend since I can remember. More like my brother really but I haven't seen him in the past two years. My dad really likes his company because he is always so nice to me. Ever since we were in the sixth grade, he had a crush on me as I did with him until we both realized we were better off just as brother and sister. Sadly when I was fifteen, he moved here in California. Luckily, he leaves her in Los Angeles but only half an hour away from here. I like his company and he likes mine, that's all. We hit it off really well but I was disappointed when he move. I remember the funny and awesome childhood we had together.

He was my next door neighbor when we were only four years old. Our parents were all friends with each other until we both met one another and became friends almost instantly. I text him my address and decide to take a shower. When I get out, I walk into my closet and decide what to wear. I pull out my maroon leggings, my white t-shirt and some white vans. Nothing too fancy, just casual. As always. I laugh at myself and get dressed. Once I finish, I walk over to my mirror and straightened my hair. I didn't have to wash it today since I did yesterday. I pin the front of my side bangs to the back of my head and applied a small amount of hairspray and gel. My hair gets frizzy very easily. I apply mascara, eye liner and a little bit of blush. I am done within twenty minutes. I put deodorant and perfume on before grabbing my purse and my phone. Taking one last glance at myself, I am pleased with my look. I receive a message from Blu saying that he is already in front of my house, waiting. I say goodbye to my dad and walk out the door.