Chapter 23

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"Are you sure you're okay?" Angel asks me for the hundredth time. It's not as bad as I hoped. The slight pinch is still there but it feels like it's going away the more thrusts he takes into me as pushing himself in and out.

"Yes, I am fine. Stop asking," I manage to open my eyes at him but they immediately close as he continues his slow pace. Another slight moan escapes my throat as he grinds his hips against mine. I don't want to to overthink this. I love him. I love Angel and I think this is a good time for us being in each other. I can't believe Angel Radley is making love to me, even though Anna and the girls kept saying that he is not the type to feel for any girl; he just messes around with them for fun and doesn't care. However, I am not anything like those girls because here I am at his house, in bed as he makes love to me.

It's like a dream come true, not just the sex.

I hear him groan as I continue raking my nails from his broad shoulders down to his lower back. I try to lift my hips to meet him but there is no point as he pushes me back against the mattress. I can already feel myself coming undone in the pit of my stomach. I'm pretty sure he can, too, since his muscles are hardening underneath my hands. I grip my hands onto his biceps and cling him against me, managing on attaching my lips against his.

"I'm close, Sky," his pace starts to escalate after the first few minutes and I find myself wrapping my legs around his hips.

"Mhmm," I hum in appreciation. I grip onto his arms so tightly that I feel himself spill into the condom and I find myself releasing the same time he does. We both groan as he stiffs from his orgasm.

"That was..." I begin but I am quickly cut off by his lips capturing my own.

"I know. I enjoyed it, though. That was best sex I've ever had." He says and I furrow my eyes brows at him.

"It was?" He couldn't possibly think so, right? I begin to think of how many girls he has slept with and the thought makes me shudder.

"Yes, Sky. I mean it," he kisses my forehead and climbs off of me, taking the condom off him in process and throwing it in the garbage. He seems to read my thoughts as I hold the curious look on my face. "With you it's different cause I didn't care for those girls. I care about you, Skylar. I mean it, every word." He says truthfully and I believe him instantly. My stomach flutters and my heart leaps that I can't help but bring my head down to his chest and kiss the skin there.

"I love you," I tell him.

"I love you, Sky." He hums and I look down at the sheets around us. Luckily, there is only a little bit of blood covering the sheets than I expected. I am surprised losing my virginity wasn't as bad as I had hoped.

"We need to throw away these sheets." I squint my nose and take in our surroundings of the bed. Thank God it was only the thin sheet and not the duvet or something. At least it didn't bleed through, it really was not that bad.

"I can throw it away," he suggests and climbs out of his bed.

"Okay." I sigh and hear him shuffle around his room as he gathers his clothes off the floor and pulls on a plain t-shirt from his dresser, among with his cotton plain black sweatpants. When I hear the front door close, I climb out of bed and take the advantage of grabbing a white dress shirt from his closet. I put my bra back on before lifting the shirt over my head. When my panties are up my legs and placed where they need to be, I can't help myself but take a glance at the mirror. My cheeks are slightly flushed from our moment with one another and it is flaming hot as I touch my face with my bare hand.

Who is that? I ask myself. She looks so different.

I hear the bedroom door squeak open and I am startled when I turn around see Angel back so soon.

"Holy shit," Angel's voice is deep and dark and I can practically feel my cheeks get warmer even more.

"What? What's wrong?" I ask him frantically.

"N-nothing, you just, you look so sexy in my shirt," he eyes my body up and down before connecting his gaze with my own. The thing that Angel does to me that no other person has ever done is that he makes me feel wanted, sexy even. The butterflies continue fluttering in my stomach and I look down at my feet.

I don't say anything, I just let out a soft giggle and take a lock piece of my hair and place it behind my ear. Angels steps toward me and grips the back of my thighs, pulling me up to his height, making my legs swoop around him once more against the wall.

"I love you so much, Skylar. You don't even know," his voice is barely even a whisper.

"I love you more, babe." I am a mess. I cannot stop blushing.

He inches closer to my face as he lifts his hand up to my cheek, angling my jaw to meet his as he presses his lips onto mine in a slow movement. This kiss means something as he continues kissing me so slow, that I can't put my finger on it. We spend the rest of the evening in his bed, browsing through Netflix, watching multiple scary movies. Angel doesn't necessarily pay attention to the movies, he just continues watching expression on every scene that occurs. He holds me tightly against his chest as I hid beneath covers from watching the girl's throat that gets slaughtered from the bad guy. He expressions start to change from frowning when I cry, and any other possible expressions he gives me that I find hysterical. I didn't even notice I started drifting off to sleep until I feel the light pressure of his lips against the back of my neck.

"Good night, baby." He whispers to me, placing another kissing onto my neck. I don't say anything. I just smile and nuzzle more into the pillow, my back against his front, enjoying the feeling of him on me as I take in his scent which causes me to fall asleep immediately.

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"No!!" I hear a scream and for a split second, I thought it was dream until I hear a familiar male voice saying those words again, screaming. I begin to recognize the voice and it is Angel's. I look behind me on the bed and notice that it is empty beside me and the majority of the sheets are thrown onto the floor. I lean over to the bed and notice Angel thrashing himself underneath the thick load of blankets surrounding him. I know that this is not a dream from my perception; he is a having a nightmare.

I quickly jump out of the bed and within seconds, my hands are place on both sides of his face as I shake him to wake him up.

"Angel..." I say, not too loud but enough for him to hear me. He doesn't.

"Angel!" I shake him by the shoulders this time and his eyes immediately snapped open, checking in his surroundings before fitting his eyes onto me.

"Sky," His voice sounds hoarse. He pulls me by my arms and onto his firm chest. His breathing starts going down as I continue relaxing him.

"Shh, it's okay. I'm here." I assure him and rub my hand on his shoulders, rubbing the skin there. "Let's get back on the bed, yeah?" I add and he takes a few seconds before getting up off the floor, still clinging onto me.  When we get back onto his bed, we ruffle around to get into our comfortable positions and I feel his arm wrap around my waist, pulling me closer to him. I rub the soft skin covering his chest up and down soothing him until he finally relaxes within seconds from my touch.

"Never let me go, Sky." He says and instantly falls asleep before I can say anything. I will always be here for him. I wanted to assure that I will never leave his side, leave him, and will always be there for him, regardless what happens between us. I love him with all my heart and there will never be anything that can split us apart.

I love this experience of my first young love with him and I hope we get to cherish every moment of it, together. I love him. I love Angel.

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Hey guys! Just want to thank you all for over 500 reads!! I am very happy that you are guys are able to read and notice all my hard work since I have been improving on my writing skills. I hope you love this chapter and I will hopefully update tomorrow or sometime this week. Thank you guys!

Xoxo Bri (:

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