Restoring the faith

Ask me..

I decided to take a bath, if there was a rush Zak would have said. Which he didn't.

I had a soak and pampered my body.

Just grab the bull by the horns or horn.

I had pulled out the underwear I brought today and took it into the bathroom with me. I was nervous, who wouldn't be.. I mean look at him!

I got out the bath and dried my hair, put on some make up and put on the underwear.

I looked in the mirror at myself. I couldn't be intimate with him.. Could I?

I wanted to, almost begging to but what if this is a terrible idea? What if this ruins everything? At least if it stopped now then there's no awkward moments of him seeing me naked or reoccurring thoughts of hey I've had him in me.

I was worried, nervous, slightly terrified, compared to Mr Black in the house. He can't be Mr Grey... I'll never look at those books the same again.

What if he was into weird positions? What is a weird position? An emu?

Oh Jesus Christ Brittany, what's an emu?!

An emu?!

The lights went out as I was pulling on my dress making me freeze on the spot.

Here we go, his house is playing up.

Hearing an almightly loud bang and rumble I screamed and hit against the door.

"Brittany?!" Zak called.

"An emu!" I said louder and cover my mouth.

"Not in the bathroom I hope! There's a thunderstorm, just hit all the power out. Dinner is screwed. Wanna order pizza?" He laughed.

I laughed nervously "Yeah, sorry about screaming, I don't know where it came from. Go ahead and order I'll be out in a bit.."

"Okay, go careful." He answered.

I found my phone and used the torch to see myself and quickly tidied my ensuite.

"A fucking emu Brittany.. You prat." I muttered.

I surfaced out the bathroom looking around and walked across my bedroom putting on some perfume.

"I've lit the fire!" Zak called.

I smiled, one thing I loved about his home is the fireplace, it was beautiful to sit there and listen to the wood cracking away.

"Okay!"

"I've ordered!"

"Okay!"

"Is that all you say?!"

"No!" I laughed and left my room I find him.

I could see him by the fire poking it with the prodded. I went over and sat on the couch pulling down the dress to make sure he didn't see the suspenders. If all went wrong at least he hasn't seen me in my finery.

"There." He smiled and came over wrapping his arm around me.

"What's up?" I asked.

"I guess we're out of electric for a bit."

"Sure you paid bill?" I teased.

"Definitely."

"I was kidding."

He smiled "I know." He gave me a kiss and pulled me in to lean on his shoulder.

"Did you have fun with Kate today?" He asked.

"Yep. Just what we both needed." I answered.

"Thought as much." He answered.

We sat in the dark, cuddling whilst watching the fire. When the pizza arrived we ate that in silence, I kept looking at him as he ate wondering how I'm suppose to just Spring it onto him.

What if.. What if he's not in the mood?

"You're worrying.. What about?" He asked.

"Huh?" I asked.

"You're worried, why?"

"Just thinking that's all. I'm okay." I smiled and went in for a kiss but took a bite out his pizza.

"Oh I see. After my body and food now." He laughed.

"Well I only want one tonight." I answered.

"Hmm. So I saw." He laughed.

"So.. What did you buy today apart from clothes?" He asked.

"Clothes that was literally it." I answered.

I smiled realising he was trying to work out what I bought him.

"Do you want your present now?" I asked.

"God I thought you'd never ask!" He laughed.

"Lemme go get it." I got up and went into the bedroom doing a few breath if exercises I pulled off my dress and laid it on the bed.

I walked back in the black satin robe making him look up. He looked at my hands and smiled.

"Ready for bed are we?" He asked.

I nodded and undid the tie shrugging it off. As the robe hit the floor I waited for his response, I began to chew my lip nervously waiting for a reaction.

"T-t-that's nice." He stuttered and cleared his throat.

"Do you like it?" I asked.

"Uh huh.. I uh. Hmm." He answered looking away.

My eyebrows pulled together when he did..

Did I look stupid?

"This was a stupid idea.." I muttered picking up the robe and pulling it back on.

I rushed back towards the bedroom to take this off and probably have a cry at my attempt of being.. I don't know. Seductive?

I got to the door when I was pulled back and hit into Zak's chest.

"I don't think so."

"You don't like it." I mumbled.

"No, I don't.. I love it. Only I thought we agreed to wait until you were ready?" He asked.

"And what if I am? Right now?" I asked.

"You need to be absolutely sure. That this is what you want."

"I want you..." I replied.

"Tell me again?"

"I, want you."

His lips smashed against mine as he pinned me up against the wall.

"Ask me." He breathed kissing my jaw and neck.

"Huh?" I panted pulling on his hair keeping him against my neck.

"Damn it Brittany ask me!"

I stopped us and looked at him in the dark.

"Zak?"

"Yes?"

"Make love to me.."