'Fall' (Justin Bieber love story)*completed*

chapter forty eight

RYLIE'S P.O.V

I woke up in a different room. My heart started to race. "Hey, its okay, we're in another room. This is where everyone has to sleep... It was just easier.." I heard Zayn's soothing voice. "Where is everybody?" I looked round to only see the direction boys. "They're visiting Justin, nothings changed. Chaz and Ryan are here too.." Chaz? I had to see him. "i'm gonna find him, Ill be back soon I promise." He nodded allowing me to go. He's been really supportive lately. Maybe a little too supportive. I walked through the corridors. I saw his eyes look up tracing my features. "CHAZ!" I squealed. Tears falling down my face for the thousandth time already. "You okay?" He asked cupping my face. "I'm getting there, he made it through the night so, taking baby steps." He nodded sitting me down. "I'm sorry I haven't been here, who's looked after you?" I could see the pain in his eyes. "Ur... Zayn... He's been really supportive." I chuckled lightly. "Well, You have me now aswell okay?" I nodded. "Zayn was gonna teach me how to draw soon.... Come with me?" He shook his head. "I'm gonna visit Justin..." "Okay.." I walked back to the room everyone was in. "Everything okay?" I fake smiled nodding my head. Truth is... I'm dying inside. I'm trying my best to stay strong but in reality. I just wanna curl up and die. I just wanted to drop everything. I haven't eaten in days, truth is I haven't drunk anything either. I don't feel like it. I've hardly slept. My body is weak and pale. "I know your not okay... Don't lie... There's only so much you can take and I can see that..." Zayn whispered. Its like he can see right through me or something? "Zayn I can't..." I ran back out the hospital... Well limping. I sat on the same bench as last night. I brought my knees to my chest and broke down. "Rylie? Rylie!" I heard Zayn running out towards me. He didn't even say anything. He just pulled me in. "I can't do it anymore.... I'm not strong enough... I thought I was but... That's my fiancée in there... The guy I've loved my whole life... I just... I can't see him like that. I can't..." I heard someone sobbing beside me. I turned to see Zayn crying. "What's wrong?" I choked out. "It just hurts... Seeing you do this to yourself..." He stood up and walked back in the hospital. Great. I've pushed someone else away. I cried even more. I can't do this. I headed for the gates of the hospital. I don't know where I was going. But I don't care. I walked over to a nearby park and sat on the swing. That should be me in the hospital bed. I should be in pain not him. I should be the one suffering. My phone kept ringing while I was there. I couldn't pick it up. My whole body was numb. What hurt me even more, was that we were fighting before all of this. I never got time to apologise. I watched the sun go down before walking back to the hospital. I walked in. Chaz and Zayn were first to run up towards me. "Where have you been? He's awake..." They both said at the same time. I didn't even reply. I ran straight to his room. "Rylie?" He chocked out. His caramelized eyes met mine. Tears formed in his and my eyes. "Justin.." I breathed out, walking towards him. He grabbed my hand, kissing it. "Baby what's wrong?" He looked at me, so confused. "I'm so glad your okay.." I choked out. He help up his free hand to rub my cheek. "Stop crying princess, please?" I chuckled lightly. "how you feelin?" Stupid question I know but hey. "I've been shot but I'm good." We both giggled. To be honest, its the first time in like a week I've smiled. "Why are you so pale and skinny?" I looked at Justin, his eyes full of pain and hurt as he looked at my frail body. I let go of his hand and turned away. "I'm ugly..." I whispered, thinking he wouldn't hear me. "Your not ugly baby, please... Just eat something?" he pleaded handing me some of his food that he didn't eat. "No Justin you need that..." Pushing the apple towards him. "I don't like it..." He said pushing it back at me. I knew he wasn't gonna give up so I gave in. It felt good to eat. "Lay with me?" He choked out. "I don't wanna hurt you Justin..." I looked down. "You won't, the doctor said the wounds are fine. I just need to get my energy back.... I'm going home tomorrow so, lay with me?" I nodded climbing onto the small bed. He wrapped his arms around my waist, kissing my cheek. "I missed you.." He whispered. "I missed you more.." He chuckled lightly before we both fell asleep peacefully.