Chapter Sixty

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RYLIE'S P.O.V

I woke up with a weird feeling in my stomach. Justin's arms still wrapped around me. Shit. I'm gonna be sick. I jumped out of bed and ran straight for the bathroom. I made it just in time. I sat and thought what it could be. I can't have eaten something funny right? Because Justin would be ill to. Then it struck me. I'm LATE! Oh fuck. Oh fuck. This can't happen. This could ruin everything! Oh my god! I started to panic. Okay, think. I grabbed my suit case and ran back into the bathroom. Justin was still asleep. C'mon, there shout be a pregnancy test somewhere.. Miley said she'd get one just in case. BAM! I found it. I followed the instructions and waited. This takes forever. Who would of thought one minuet would take forever. The timer went off. I took a deep breath before looking. Shit. Positive. What am I gonna tell Justin? I know he wants a family but, now? What if he doesn't want it? Or he leaves me... Fuck! Think think think. "Babe?" I heard Justin's raspy voice from the door. "Open up please..." He sounded worried. "Justin, ill be out ina bit.." I said as calm as I could. "Just tell me what's wrong when you do okay?" "Yeh.." I breathed out. Its now or never. I took a deep breath and opened the door, clutching onto the stick. "Everything okay?" His voice shaky. "Promise you wont leave me?" My voice broke. "Of course..." His eyes scanned for any emotion. Honestly, right now? I feel numb. I lifted up my hand, revealing the small stick that will change everything. "Fuck.." He cursed. "Justin.."He cut me off. "How could you? This could ruin everything! God dammit! Did you not think about anything!" He shouted. I knew this would happen. Tears streamed down my face. "It wasn't just my fault Justin! You had a part in this remember!" I shouted back, chucking the stick across the room. "If you had taken the pill then this wouldn't of happened?" He screamed back. "Oh so THIS IS ALL MY FAULT HUH? JUSTIN IF YOU HAD COVERED YOUR FUCKING DICK THIS WOULDN'T OF HAPPENED? ITS NOT ALL MY FAULT! I THOUGHT YOU WANTED THIS?" My voice cracking at the last bit. Justin clenched his jaw. "I DIDN'T WANT A FAMILY NOW! THANKS TO YOU I HAVE ONE NOW! FUCK SAKE WHY ARE YOU SUCH A BITCH?" I smacked him round the face. I grabbed a jacket, and my shoes before walking out. How could he be such a dick? I didn't know what to do. I realised my phone was in the jacket. I need to speak to someone. "Hello?" "Hey urm, Pattie, I need help..." I chocked down the phone. She knew something was up. "What's going on?" Her voice as shaky as Justin's was. "I-I'm pregnant and Justin hates me for it.." Tears streamed down my face again. Its only just hit me. All this emotion coming back. How could he be so heartless? At least be calm about it? "I ur... Its just one of those things baby, I'm sure he'll come round. Want me to pick you up?" I sighed. I need to get out of here. "Would you mind?" "No Ill be there in a few hours, stay strong, we'll get through this.." And with that the call ended. I just sat there. What now? My husband hates me, I'm pregnant and leaving my honeymoon. Yet again I've fucked up. Justin's clearly not gonna wanna be married to me anymore. He doesn't want this. Ill probably end up moving back with my mum, even though she hates me too. Ill probably end my career, stop singing altogether because of the many memoires it gives me. Ill just start new, me and this baby. Justin could be free from me. He won't have to worry about this baby anymore. He'll make more albums and move on with his life, without me. We'll go our seperate ways like we did all those years ago. And maybe this time, reality wont bring us back together. He'll move on to someone who hates kids, Ill probably stay a single mum. That way I won't get hurt. Maybe.... Just maybe, with a little luck. That wont happen. I can't loose him.

JUSTIN'S P.O.V

She's pregnant. How could I be so careless? It was as much as her fault as it was hers. I can't even. This baby will ruin everything. After fighting with Rylie and seeing her walk out. I finally realised what matters. Her. Its not the fact that I don't want a family. Its the fact that I'm not ready. And nor is she. I just don't want our baby to end up like I did. No dad around. Ill be on tour all the time, Ill hardly see him, or her. I can't just do that to my child right? Being alone has given me some time to think. Maybe I could just support Rylie at least? What I did was harsh I must admit. But it was just a shock you know? First you get married, then about 2 weeks into your honeymoon she's pregnant? I wanted us to do it properly. Ya know? Plan it, get everything sorted. But, that never happened. I've ruined everything. Instead of keeping calm like your suppose to I panicked. I blamed it on her. Something I shouldn't of done. Since she's been gone I've had time to think. I want this baby, probably as much as she wants it. It may be a struggle but, we'll get through it right? We always do? Just as I was about to ring her she walked through the door. Her make-up was running down her face. Her face full of emptyness. "Babe, listen.." She cut me off. "Justin, I know what your gonna say, I understand... We'll go our separate ways and you wont have to see me or the baby again..." She mumbled. How could she think like that? "Babe, I want this baby... With you! I'm so sorry about the way I treated you... Baby, your not a bitch, I was just in shock. Now I've had time to think.... I want this. I was just shocked because well, I wanted us to plan it ya now? Buy baby books together, and stuff like that...I wanted to do this properly.... Loook I'm so sorry... Please forgive me?" My voice broke, tears streaming down our faces. "Justin... I love you" She whispered. I walked over and picked her up before laying on the bed. "So what now?" She asked. I sat up. "Well, we'll get an appointment sorted, so we know how far on you are and the due dates, then, we'll go shopping, and tell everyone when your just about to show okay?" I had it all planned out. She chuckled lightly. "Your mums coming to see if we're not killing each other." She mumbled. "You rang her?" I asked, making circles on her belly with my finger. "Yeh, I didn't know who else to call so.. Sorry" "Its okay... I'm sorry I freaked out." We both chuckled. "You sure this is what you want?" She looked up. I gave her a big smile. "I want this more than anything, we'll figure stuff out... We're strong.." She sighed lightly. "We sure are aren't we?" I kissed the top of her nose before going face to face with her belly. "You think it can hear me?" I looked up, she was blushing slightly. "I don't know... Try it.." She whispered. "Hey baby, hey buddy... Its daddy here.." I don't care how stupid I sounded. "Hey swan.." Rylie teased. I chuckled lightly before kissing her stomach. "I love you... Both of you."

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