Why?

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The next day, I got up and did my hygiene routine. After I lotioned up from my shower, I got dressed in a blue, short sleeve T-shirt that fit my body right, ripped white skinny jeans, and my blue and white Nike's. I just simply wore my black shoulder length hair down.

I looked In the mirror. I always thought I was beautiful. My mom always called me it. So, why do I feel like I'm not?

Oh yeah, because five boys convinced me that I wasn't. Ugly was one of the most frequent words they called me.

When I went downstairs, I ate the breakfast that my mom cooked before she left. An omelet with bacon, diced red and green peppers, and cheese inside.

I sat down on the couch and ate as Spongebob, my favorite cartoon since I was a kid, shown on t.v. I watched it for about twenty minutes before I took off to school.

I pulled into the school parking lot and parked into the far back. When I emerged from my car, I walked to the school. When I did, I saw Dustin's black truck parked in the front.

Shit. A total bummer.

I had to walk through the side door from how late I was, so I had to take a detour to my locker. When I got my books out, I strolled to class.

When I walked in. All eyes were on me...again.

"Late again, Ms.Rodriguez? Another detention is headed your way. Take a seat." Mrs.Baker said.

I went to sit down. "Why did she assign my seat in front of Bryan?" I kept asking myself in my head. Even though he isn't the worst one out of all five of them, he can still do damage.

As I sat down, I already felt his stare. Like his eyes were burning through my skull, and can see my fear. Through my thoughts, I felt my body hit the cold, hard floor.

Bryan pulled my chair from under me with his feet. Everyone laughed.

"Everyone, quiet down! Be quiet or every single one of you will stay here after school for an hour! Understood?" Mrs.Baker yelled.

The class groaned and said yes. "Okay then shut your mouths and finish your work!"

I lifted myself back into my seat, and slowly moved my desk up a bit. Then, I got to my work, still embarrassed from my collision with the floor.

Next Block

Let me guess of what shenanigan Kelly will pull today. When I got in there, luckily Kelly wasn't there yet, so I sat in my seat.

But, my luck didn't last long. As soon as my butt made contact with the seat, Kelly walked in giving me a devilish grin as he took his seat.

Oh no. What is he gonna do? Shit. A scared feeling slowly crept into place. I shut my eyes closed tighty as he sat behind me.

Surprisingly, nothing happened. I slowly and sneakily looked back at him, trying not to be noticed.

He was staring at me. I quickly turned back. I was embarrassed that he saw me staring at him. Kelly lowly snickered.

I was relieved and confused that he didn't do anything. But, I'm not gonna test my luck. He could do anything at any moment.

After Class

I lifted out of my seat. I was surprised Kelly didn't pull anything. But, as I started to walk, I felt Kelly smack my back so hard I jerked forward on a verge of falling.

"Ah, mierda!" I yelled in pain.

"Sorry...bitch." Kelly said before he pushed pass me, and walked out of the class.

My back stung. Why'd he do that? And it's weird, because he normally does things to me during class.

While I'm walking through the halls, boys called my name and made weird and sexual noises. I turned around and they were whipping out money and flashing it in my face. One boy came up to me and tried to lift up my shirt.

"Stop!" I yelled. I looked around and saw Kelly, Dustin and Carnell watching me, laughing.

I walked away from those boys, but
more of them came and whistled at me flashing cash.

Why are they doing this? I ran into the bathroom. What's the problem?

My back still hurt, so I rubbed the area. I felt...paper? What the fuck. I grabbed the sheet of paper from my back and read what was on it.

"A little bread makes my legs spread." My eyes brimmed with tears as I tore the paper up.

After five minutes, I wiped the tears away and went to lunch. This time, when I got my food, I made sure I was quick and didn't run into the boys. I avoided them until I got into the hallway.

I sat down by my locker and ate. I have no one to back me up, and no friends to sit with. Why doesn't anyone like me?

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