Bullied By B5

Birthday Surprise

Anthony is crazy. I shouldn't of ever gotten involved with him. It always has to be me with these problems. I'm so damn tired. My eyes started getting heavier, so I rubbed them and went back to sleep with Patrick.

Friday, October 2nd

I feel so guilty about yesterday. How could I ever do something like this to Patrick? I don't wanna be labeled as a cheater.

After I got ready for school, I got Owen ready and dropped him off at his daycare center. Patrick and Dustin goes back to school on Monday.

I pulled into the school's parking lot and hopped out of my car with my purse. All sorts of thoughts darted through my mind. I truly hope I don't run into Anthony today. Which is impossible, since he's in every single block I have. The only hope I really possess is if he's absent today.

Well, I jinxed myself. As soon as I walked through the door, Anthony was retrieving things from his locker. How am I gonna avoid him if my locker is only a couple over from his?

I saunter over to my locker as if I don't see Anthony there. With my peripheral vision, I see him look over at me, and walk my way.

Shit.

"Hey baby." Anthony greets me.

"Don't call me that Anthony." I say not even turning to look at him.

"Diamond don't even act like that. You can't just give me the pussy and act like a priss the next day." Anthony stated with a bit of anger in his voice.

"Look Anthony," I turn his way. "Last night was a mistake. It wasn't mean't to happen. I'm sorry, but I really don't feel the same way to you that you feel to me. I regret going to your house...shit, I even regret meeting you in the first place. Because, now that you're in my life, I'm facing too many problems." That actually sounded kind of harsh now that I've said it.

The expression on Anthony's face made me feel so bad. I can tell he was heart broken. But then, that look of heart break was replaced by anger.

Anthony grabbed me and pushed me into the lockers. "Fuck!" That hurt so much. A few students looked to see what happened.

"Diamond, you're not gonna do this to me now. Last night was the best, and I know you felt something for me. Don't even put up a front." Anthony said in the most sinister tone. Fear gleamed in my eyes. Why must he do this to me?

"Anthony please." I begged.

"Please what, Diamond?"

"Please...let me go."

"No...because guess what? Like I said previously, I'm not gonna stop until I have you...even if it means hurting or maybe even murdering that little boyfriend of yours."

My voice was trapped. I couldn't speak. I mean, what could I have said after that? I choked on my words as Anthony stared me in the eyes. Then, his mood changed. A smile crept onto his face.

"See, look what you're making me do Diamond. I don't wanna keep raising my voice at you. I don't wanna hurt you either." Anthony said, he leaned in to kiss me but I turned my head.

Anthony chuckled, let me go, and walked away. Just like the old days, no one has helped me. Students just passed by, just minding their own business. Some looked, but turned and looked away. I'm surprised I didn't cry. Now Anthony is really scaring me. I just can't live like this.

October 4th 

7:23 PM @ Diamond's House

Diamonds P.O.V