Bullied By B5

Confession

The tears wouldn't stop coming. I can't get this abortion. But if Patrick finds out that the baby isn't his...he'll hate me forever. Just the thought of that made my stomach toss and turn, then the next thing I know is I'm puking on the ground holding on to my car. Tammy hurried to rub my back. I feel horrible right now, I just need a little rest that's it. Keeping the baby was a tough decision.

I'm gonna tell Anthony. I have to. It'll be so wrong for me to keep his child then live in a lie about it being Patrick's.

After emptying my stomach out on to the concrete, Tammy and I entered the car and drove to the nail shop.

After our manicures, I peered down at my nails. They looked way better than before.

Tammy and I exited the shop, then ambled to my car. We walked slowly. I'm just trying to figure out my life when the news about the baby explodes.

"You okay now?" Tammy asks as we approach the car.

I exhaled. "Yes. I'm fine."

"You sure?"

"Yeah." We entered the car then drove back home. When we enter through the house doors, only Patrick and Dustin was there. Owen was asleep on the love seat.

"Hey babe." Patrick greeted. He approached me then kissed me.

"Hey." I said in low volume. Patrick furrowed his eyebrows. He grabbed my hand and guided me to the kitchen. I looked back at Tammy and she was giving me a concerned look.

"What's wrong baby?" Patrick asked me.

"Nothing really. I just don't feel too good."

"Are you sick?"

"That's what it feels like." When I said that, it looked as if Patrick thought for a second.

Patrick's P.O.V

Lately, Diamond has been...sick. Not the fever type of sick, but like she's...pregnant. One moment she's all happy and then the next she's puking or not feeling good.

But she can't be pregnant. We haven't had sex in months. Since my birthday to be exact. It's probably nothing. I won't think about it too much.

Diamond'S P.O.V

Patrick stared at me for a second. "Just get some rest, okay? I want you to feel better."

"That's what I was gonna do anyways."

"Alright, well let's get you to bed." Patrick guided me to my room and laid me down. I turned over on my side and closed my eyes. The bed sunk in a little, Patrick was laying down with me. He wrapped his arms around me, stopped his hands on my belly, then rubbed it. My eyes popped open. Does he know?

"Babe what're you...doing?" I asked.

"You're stomach hurts right?"

Thank GOD.

"Uh, yes. Thank you babe." Patrick burrowed his face into my neck.

"I love you, Diamond."

"I love you too."

We both fell asleep, Patrick's hands remained on my belly.

Monday December 6th

Diamond's P.O.V

As planned, today I'm gonna tell Anthony that I'm keeping the baby. I'm kinda nervous because I don't know how his reaction would be. I should text him first to let him know I wanna talk.

I went through my call log and found Anthony's number.

Via Text Message

Diamond: Anthony ?

I waited patiently for him to text back.

Anthony: What the hell do you want Diamond ?

Diamond: Can we talk in private at school, please ?

Anthony: About ?

Diamond: I'd rather tell you in person

Anthony: Ard ig

Diamond: Thanks

Tammy and I dressed ourselves then headed out. Patrick took Owen again, and will drop him off at the daycare this morning.

We hopped in my car and started on our way to school. I rarely ever eat breakfast before I leave anymore, maybe because my mom usually cooks. But she's not here, so.

After ten minutes, I pulled into the school's parking lot and parked up front. While I was getting out the car, Anthony ambled pass, taking a quick glimpse at me.

Tammy and I trailed behind him into the school. "Okay, I'll see you later, D." Tammy said before strolling off. Anthony stopped and turned to face me.

"So you wanted to talk?" He asked.

"Yeah, but in private." Anthony nodded then peered at the janitors closet.

"Come on." He guided me into the closet. "So what is it?"

I took a deep breath. "I'm keeping the baby." I said, exhaling after. Anthony's facial expression showed that he was ecstatic and relieved at the same time.

"Diamond please don't be fucking with me right now."

"I'm not Anthony. Especially with a situation like this."

"Oh my God. You don't know how I'm feeling right now." Anthony smiled at me, cupped my face, then kissed me. For some reason...I actually kissed back. He placed his hands on my waist in the process.

A couple seconds later, we pulled away, but Anthony gave me a tight hug. "Thank you so much. I love you Diamond." Anthony gave me another kiss then pulled back. He dropped to his knees, lifted my sweater, then kissed my belly.

He stood up seconds later. Suddenly, he furrowed his eyebrows. "Are you and Patrick...broken up?" He asked. I sighed then turned my attention to the floor. I shook my head.

"No...we're not."

"Then why did you kiss me back? Why are you keeping the baby?" Anthony questioned.

"It's complicated." I answered. I can't keep lying to myself believing that I don't have feelings for this guy. I'll just come right out and say it.

"Anthony..."

"Yes beautiful?" He smiled at me.

"This whole time I was lying to myself...to you. I actually have feelings for you and I don't know how I managed to catch them." I confessed.

"What I tell you? I knew I was right." Anthony grinned. "Now I just gotta prove to you that I'm way better than Patrick. You should've been claimed the title of being my girl. Shit, I already claimed you as that."

"I—I don't know what to say." I responded.

"Well we'll see what you'd do...sooner or later." With that, Anthony kissed me one more time then exited the closet. I followed seconds later.

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More drama to come! Sorry for it being short. Just a few more parts before the finale!