Bullied By B5

Just not ready

The tears just wouldn't stop. I trusted him! He promised! How could he do this to me? I just knew something was up the minute I saw her kiss him on the cheek. I shouldn't of just brushed the thought of it off.

My phone rang, so I took my phone out and looked at the caller ID. It was Patrick. I dumped the call and pulled into the clinic parking lot, and parked in the middle.

I shut the engine off, and got out of the car. I shut the door, and wobbled my way towards the door. I only had a few minutes until I got called in for the ultrasound.

I entered through the door and sauntered into the waiting room. As soon as I was gonna sit down, the doctor called me into the room.

"Ms.Diamond Rodriguez?" The doctor called.

"Right here." I say as I wobbled my way to the room, trailing behind him.

After the ultrasound, the doctor handed me the pictures of the fetus. Then, I emerged from the clinic and hopped in my car. While I was in there, the doctor asked me was the father here. It made me cry even more, so he didn't bother to know anymore. My tears eventually stopped though. I just wish Patrick would've never broke his promise.

At Home

I unlocked my house door and walked in. Tammy was sitting on the couch with a box of Cheez-Itz.

"Hey boo!" Tammy greeted with a smile.

"You don't sound sick."

"Oh, I took some pills and now I'm good." She said. I wobble over to the couch. Tammy stares at my face for a minute, and her whole demeanor changed.

"Why are your eyes red? Were you crying?!" She asked getting upset.

"Uh, yeah. I was gonna tell you when I got here." Tammy got up and grabbed my hand, taking me to my room. She sat me on the bed, and sat right beside me.

"Now what happened?" Tammy questioned staring into my eyes.

"Patrick...he cheated on me." I said getting teary eyed. Tammy's face flushed with anger.

"What?" She yelled standing up. "Wait til I get my hands on him!"

"Tam please. Don't even worry about it. He's not worth it." I say wiping my eyes.

"What the hell do you mean he's not worth it?! You're damn there crying! If he wasn't worth it, your eyes wouldn't be full of tears, would they?" Tammy yells. I was silent. She was right. My phone rang. I looked at the caller ID and it said Patrick.

"It's him." Tammy snatched the phone out my hand and answered it.

Via Phone Conversation

"Patrick what the hell is wrong with you?! Why would you ever do that to Diamond? You promised her that you would never hurt her again! But you done crossed the line now!" Tammy yelled into the phone.

"Tammy please let me talk to Diamond." Patrick said sadly.

"He wants to talk to you." Tammy tells me. I shook my head no. "She doesn't want to talk to you Patrick."

"Well can you just tell her I said I love her, and I'll never stop loving her." He said as his voice cracked.

Tammy hung up the phone. "He said that he loves you and he'll never stop loving you."

"If he did, he would've never cheated on me." I say.

"And who did he cheat on you with?" Tammy asked as she crossed her arms.

"Some girl named Jamie Hernandez."

Tonight

Patrick has been blowing up my phone ever since after school. I keep dumping them. I don't wanna talk to him. I'm not ready. I'm torn up. I loved him. I need to take my mind off of him.

I walk downstairs, where Dustin and Tammy were cuddled up watching a horror film. Yes, they're together now. Tammy had a big bowl of popcorn in her arms.

I was walking behind the couch when...

"AHH!" Tammy screams sending the popcorn flying through the air. Then, I got rained on with popcorn.

"Really Tam?" I ask as popcorn sat on my head and shoulders. They turned and looked at me.

"Oops! Sorry." She said as they both laughed.

"You're cleaning this up too." I laughed as I shook the popcorn off. I walked to the kitchen. I just thought of a prank to pull on them both. I grabbed bottled water from the pantry and poured some down my pants to make it seem like my water broke. It wasn't cold since it was out of the closet. Then, I poured some on the floor under me. I got rid of the bottle and stood over the puddle.

"Ahhh!" I screamed, clutching my side. Tammy and Dustin came sprinting in.

"What happened?!" They looked down and saw the water. "NO!" Tammy yelled putting her hands on her face. Her and Dustin ran over to me, and tried to walk me out. I burst out laughing. "What's so funny?" Tammy said seriously.

"Y'all really fell for that!" I laughed.

"Oh my God, fuck you!" Tammy smiled while she walked out.

"Yeah, I love you too!" I yelled to her.

"So, did you talk to Pat yet?" Dustin asked me.

"No. I don't wanna talk to him." I said sadly.

"I just want you to know that Patrick does love you. He feels like shit now." Dustin says before he walks back into the living room.

I cleaned up the water, and dialed Patrick's number. I though about it for a second. Then I pressed back. I'm just not ready to talk to him.