Bullied By B5

Anger

Diamond's P.O.V

Friday November 4th

Lately, I've been having the same symptoms of when I was pregnant with Owen. This is bad...real bad. Before I slept with Anthony, Patrick and I haven't been really getting intimate. So, if I am pregnant...it's not Patrick's. I just pray to God that I'm not pregnant. But it's a ninety percent chance I am.

I've been puking, having spotting. Not to mention, my period is kinda late. Today, Tammy and I picked up a pregnancy test from CVS. After I used it...the results were positive. Tammy was right. That condom was defective.

"Diamond, you're gonna be okay. I'm gonna help you get through this. No one but the two of us are gonna know. Okay?" Tammy said.

I sniffed and wiped the tears away. "But I just can't believe it. I'm pregnant...by Anthony." I cried harder at the thought of it. "I gotta tell him."

"Tell Anthony?"

"Yeah. I figure if I tell him I'm pregnant, he'll leave me alone." I exclaimed.

"Yeah, but not all guys are like that. Are you keeping it?"

"Of course not! As bad as I would want another baby, I just can't keep it...it's Anthony's."

"When do you wanna tell him?" Tammy asked.

"Today. I'll go today." I sniffed, drying my eyes some more. Why is my life so fucked up? I never really had a father, I moved from Puerto Rico which I loved so much and don't see my family anymore, I've been bullied for three years, raped, got pregnant at a young age, and now I'm pregnant again...by Anthony.

"Do you want me to be there with you?"

"No, I'm fine." With that said, I left to my Audi and drove to Anthony's house. When I arrived, he wasn't there, so I just waited on the porch. I tried so hard to stop crying, but the tears kept flowing. About ten minutes later, I saw Anthony pull up in front of the house. Him and another guy hopped out of his car.

When Anthony saw me sitting on the steps of his porch, he was confused. He furrowed his eyebrows and sauntered over to me quickly. "Diamond...what's wrong? Why you cryin'?" He questioned standing me up.

"I—I have something to tell you." I sniffed. His friend stood on the concrete side-walk, giving us our privacy.

"Well, what is it?" Anthony came closer to me, wrapping his hands around mine, comforting me. His hands were soft and warm.

I looked down and back up again. "I'm...pregnant." Anthony's eyes widened, then he grinned.

He pulled me into a tight hug. "Oh my God, Diamond."

Anthony's P.O.V

I'm ecstatic right now. I can't believe what Diamond just told me. My smile widened. I'm just too happy right now. My plan actually worked. Yup, plan. Before I put the condom on, I ripped it a little with my nail to put a hole in it. I got her pregnant purposely, so I can have a family with her also. Fuck Patrick. He ain't gonna stop me from having Diamond like I've been saying.

Diamond's P.O.V

"I'm not keeping it." I whisper. Anthony stopped hugging me and looked into my eyes. His smile morphed into an angry frown.

"Lo que usted dice?" Anthony said in Spanish.

"I said I'm not keeping it." I retorted louder.

"Why not?!" Anthony yelled, startling me. "You know how bad I want a family with you! I actually got you pregnant on purpose, Diamond!"

My eyes widened with the last thing he said. "Huh?"

"Ya me has oído!" He yelled, once again in Spanish.

"Anthony you already know I can't be with you! Let alone having a family with you! It hasn't even been a year since I had my first child! And you got me pregnant on purpose!? Really Anthony? Really?" I screamed in tears.

Anthony looked away. Then back at me. "Diamond...I love you. You can't do this to me. I've been chasing after you, tryna make you mine for a while now. When are you gonna stop your little game and be with me? I'm too deep in love with you to just give up now." Anthony said calmly. He wiped my tears away. "I'm gonna show you that Patrick ain't worth shit, and you shoulda been left him for me."

With that, Anthony walked around me, unlocked his door, and went inside. His friend slowly followed in after.

Anthony's P.O.V

I plopped down on my couch stressfully and covered my face, sighing afterwards. "Yo, you good bro?" A'mo asked me.

"Nah, man. That was Diamond."

"Yeah I noticed when you said her name." A'mo replied.

"I'm so mad right now. When I finally got her pregnant...she doesn't want to keep it." I was so mad I wanted to cry. I know it's not a manly thing to do, but that's what happens when I get this mad.

"Anthony, she has a boyfriend, and a kid with him. You just can't do that to her, man. I'm not tryna take her side on this, but I'm just sayin'." A'mo told.

"My first ever child is gonna die before it barely even develops in the stomach. Do you know how that makes me feel?" I look up angrily at him. At this point my leg was tapping the floor rapidly, and my face grew tighter in anger as I furrowed my eyebrows and clenched my teeth together.

I got up and threw the lamp that was sitting on the table on the side of the couch. The glass from the bulb and base shattered when it collided with the wall.

A'mo sat quietly on the couch, letting me deal with my anger. "FUCK!" I yelled while punching the nearest wall. A large dent cracked into the wall on impact. Three of my knuckles bled a little from how hard I punched it.

My breathing got heavy and faster. My eyes burned with tears, but I wasn't gonna cry. Not in front of A'mo, just not at all. I pressed the palm of my hands against my eyes to halt the tears as I paced around.

"Imma just go, and give you some time alone. I'm sorry about ya baby man." A'mo said before walking out. After about twenty minutes of destroying things in my living room, I settled down on the couch. All this expensive ass stuff is destroyed. I made like three holes in the walls, making my knuckles bleed more. But I didnt care. How would you feel if you were in my shoes?

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