Bullied By B5

Thoughts

Diamond's Perspective

After Anthony brushed passed me, I just couldn't stop thinking about various things. How will I get this abortion, without Patrick knowing where I am? What would Anthony do once I get the abortion? As of right now, I don't know what to do.

A few seconds passed and I finally departed from Anthony's porch. He seemed so hurt, and I hate to see him that way. Why? I don't know, I just don't. I hopped in my Audi and drove back home.

Diamond's House

When I entered through my house doors, I made my way to my mom's room. As I arrived, she was packing a few suit cases. "Uh, mom what are you...doing?" I asked confused.

She ceased packing her bags and sighed. "Sweetheart I was gonna tell you earlier but, I didn't know how your reaction would be."

"Well...what is it mom?"

"I have some uncompleted business in Kentucky, and my boss is sending me back over there. Diamond, this is important and I need to finish it." My mom exclaimed.

"So, you're leaving me again?" For some reason my eyes teared up. I don't want her to go. I need more than just Tammy to back me up on these shitty ass situations that's maneuvering their way into my life.

"Aw, Mija, don't cry." She said coming to wipe my tears and hug me. "It's just for a month, maybe even shorter if I finish early." She kissed my forehead and hugged me once more. I still haven't told her about my pregnancy. I should just do it now, while she's here.

"Mom."

"Yes?" She answered looking at me.

"I'm...pregnant again." More tears came down at the thought of Anthony's psychopathic ass.

My mom's eyes widened. "Oh, Diamond." She said in almost a whisper. "I bet Patrick will be so happy." She wore a slight smile. This made me cry more. I didn't wanna tell her about my affair with Anthony and I'm not gonna. "But, let me continue packing, Diamond. I leave first thing in the morning. Ten on the dot is when my flight leaves. And don't worry about money, I deposited a little over five hundred dollars in your bank account. If I were you, I'd spend it on important things like groceries or things for Owen."

I nodded my head and exited her room. I forgot why I even went there in the first place.

8:00 PM

I was cradling Owen in my arms. My prince is getting bigger everyday. Seven months on the sixteenth. I can't wait until he starts to walk.

"Ow!" My back just began to hurt. It was like this when I was pregnant with Owen, but I'm still not used to it. I put Owen down in his crib and went to the bathroom to grab some advil. I washed down two, then ambled down to my room.

All I thought about was the baby. I should just give it a chance. But, just the thought of having a baby by someone crazy like Anthony is disturbing. Being pregnant it so tiring.

After ten minutes of having my face in my phone, I fell asleep.

Saturday November 5th

11:00 AM

My mom just left over an hour ago, now it's just me and Tammy. Her baby bump is getting slightly bigger, and I couldn't be happier for her and Dustin.

As for me, I don't know how long I can keep this pregnancy hidden from Patrick. He will start to notice sooner or later. I have to use the money my mom left for me for the abortion. It'll just take a couple hundred out, not the whole five.

When will I get it though? I have to plan this out, especially without Patrick knowing.

While I'm sitting on the couch, feeding Owen some yogurt melts, the door opens. It was Patrick and Dustin. We gave Patrick a spare key like last week.

"Hey babe." I greeted when Patrick approached us. Dustin just went right upstairs to Tammy. (If you didn't know, which I should've been informed, Tammy's real name is Tamela. Tamela Oaken).

"How's my two favorite people on earth doing?" Patrick smiled, giving me a kiss.

I smiled. "Great. Just feeding Owen his yogurt melt thingys." I giggle. Patrick snatched Owen up and showered him with kisses.

"How's daddy's boy doing?" He blew into Owen's cheek making him giggle. I stood up and Patrick gave me a tight hug. "I missed you babe."

"I missed you too." We kissed. I wonder why he's so happy. "Why are you so happy today?" I smiled.

"I don't know." He smiled. "It's nice outside, so you're gonna get dressed, get Owen dressed, and we're gonna spend this whole day together.

I smiled. "Okay." I grabbed Owen and got us both dressed. I sauntered back downstairs, and Patrick took us out to eat, shopping, and to the park. We had so much fun! This definitely took my mind off of the baby.