My name is Rebel

Chapter 11

My brother? we were going to see my brother.... was this for real. I stopped walking unable to continue, I felt myself going into shock. Cole turned around and looked at me strangely. 

"Alivia" he said walking towards me. 

"what's wrong?"

"I...I" I felt myself collapsing as my legs gave out and my eyes couldn't stay open. 

Giggles were heard, a little girl and boy were running.... no playing. The girl was running while screaming in giggles as the boy that looked a bit older than her chased her. 

"I'm Going to catch you" the boy shouted. 

"No you won't" she laughed and quickened her pace. 

As they continued at their game a woman watched them.... she looked familiar. As she came closer i realised the woman before me was my mother. what... what was she doing there? 

I glanced back at the kids then back at my mother, she looked happy, a smile was plastered on her face as she held a cup of tea in her hand and leaned against the wall watching the two youngsters. My mother Is so different here, she is relaxed, no pain is shown in her eyes, no stress..... calmness surrounded her. 

"Be carful Alivia she shouted at me" 

I turned my gaze back to the two kids, The Alivia my mother was talking to wasn't listening to my mother and not a second later she fell. the boy stopped in front of her as she lied on the ground. the girl let out a couple of sniffles indicating that she was hurt and crying. The boy sat down next to her, and wrapped his hands around her. 

"Dont cry Alivia" he said as another sniffle was let out. 

"you won.... I didn't catch you" the boy smiled. 

She stopped crying and looked at the boy. "really?" she asked 

The boy nodded. "Really Nathan I won?"

My body jolted up and I was gasping for air. I realised I was lying down, now sitting as a strong arm was wrapped around my waist. 

"what happened" Asked Cole sitting up himself, not releasing his grip on me. 

I couldn't look at him, I looked at the space that surrounded us. 

"Alivia" he said again. 

"I remember" I finally said. 

Cole went quiet. 

"Oh god I remember" I placed my hands on my face while it shook and tears came pouring out"

"what do you remember, what were you dreaming about" he unwrapped his arm from my body and took both my hands in his.

I shook my head. "Hey" he said whipping my tears with his thumb. 

"what were you dreaming?" he asked concerned 

"I wasn't dreaming, it was a memory" I cried. 

he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into his chest. "shhhhh" he whispered in my ear as his hand rubbed my back. 

I cried so much that i didn't realise that somehow we were now lying back down, with blankets covering us. his arms were wrapped around me as cried into his chest. 

"what was your memory about" he softly asked. I looked up at him, he gave me a warm smile and whipped yet another tear from my face. 

I told him the whole thing, as my mom came into the picture his hug tightened and we were closer than ever. normally i would be uncomfortable but his touch was soothing in was.... warm. 

we slowly drifted off to sleep wrapped round each other.  

I woke up to darkness and then remembered we were underground, i knew it was morning but it was weird not seeing any light, the only small light we had was from the small flash light/ night light that Cole brought with him. Speaking of Cole, his chest was to my back and his arms were wrapped around me, i've never been this close nor intimate with a boy. I slowly turned around to face him, he was still fast asleep. 

I looked at him taking every part of his features. the way his lips curved, the way his jaw line was perfect. He was what every girl was looking for.... he was gorgeous. I let myself finally admit that he was.... well handsome. his face suddenly changed and his lip curved up. 

"Its not polite to stare at people" he said.... wait he was awake this whole time?!

One of his eyes were open now as he smirked at me. "I wasn't staring" i said starting to turn back around but his grip on me tightened and held me in place. 

"Don't be shy, I stared at you last night while you were sleeping too if that makes you feel any better" he admitted. I could feel myself blush. 

I looked into his eyes. what was I going to do with him. He makes me feel so nervous yet so calm next to him. My biggest fear was me starting to develop feeling for a guy and now here he is making my fear come true. I couldn't let this happen I couldn't have any feeling.... towards.... well anyone. 

He looked back at me and smiled. I could feel him pull me closer to his body, his bare chest. his hand was on my neck as he leaned in. A million thoughts were running through my mind. should i go with it, should i quit.... I wanted it as bad as he did... but I was scared, scared! 

before I could make up my mind his lips crashed into mine. his lips were soft and the kiss was slow. I could feel my cheeks getting red. I placed my hand on his cheek as he pulled me even closer. the kiss deepened and next thing i know his body was on top of mine. Both his hands held my face as this kiss turned into a full make out session. he slowly pulled back, by now we were both breathing fast. 

"you don't know how long I've been waiting to do that" he said. 

OHHHH GOOODDDD THEY KISSED YAAAAAY! WHAT DO YOU THINK?