Chapter 37

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Ruby's POV

A few weeks have passed and I was loving my job. I was a beginner tattooist and I was loving working with Mitch. He was like a brother to me and I loved being with him. The only thing that I didn’t like was coming home to an empty apartment. Sure Mitch was with me but it wasn’t the same with out Katie. After a few weeks she started to leave and never come back till after late when I was to tired to do anything really or she would actually be gone for a few nights at a time.
This was one of them nights.

Not only was Mitch leaving at night on dates but I was alone and it was driving me crazy. Yes sometimes I did like it but there was other times that I didn’t like it. Tonight though, I didn’t like it. For one, there was no one here to talk to and there was only silence. I have always had silence and it was making me depressed which was the last thing I wanted. I would love to sit here and drum but I have no kit and there was only one person that has one and there was no way I was ever going to go back to him.

I wanted to start over and I wanted to make a better life and not be depressed and to be quite honest, I am proud in myself for doing this. I didn’t need Jimmy to make myself happy, or did I? I don’t know but I wasn’t cutting and I wasn’t thinking bad thoughts like I had always done.

I sighed though, I didn’t want to be here alone and it was getting overboard. My sister, my best friend didn’t even tell me were she was and all I could do was worry. I was sick of worrying about all of this. I came off of my bed and I went into my duffle bag and looked through it and saw the CD that Jimmy gave me. Even though I was upset about him, pissed off actually, I still missed him like hell. He was the first guy I fell in love with and didn’t use me or dated me and got tired. He was my first kiss too, but I also saw him as my hero and he didn’t come and get me like I thought he would. I gave him so many signs on how much I missed him, how much pain I was in.

I sighed from the bizarre thoughts and put my Pinkly Smooth in the DVD player and turned on the TV. As mad as I was at him, hearing his voice soothed me. I sang along with him and did the chores around the quiet apartment and got my clothes done.

I actually went to bed with Pinkly Smooth playing over and over again.

Brian’s P.O.V.


I was really wanting to be with Katie right now, now that I knew that she was here. I missed her like crazy and I regretted everything that I did. Even if I didn’t know what that was. I wasn’t sure what was wrong. Jimmy was happier but I could tell that there was something else that was up. I mean, he had his sister back and he was more then happy about that. I didn’t see them much though because Katie was there. I did, however, went to the tattoo parlor today and I saw Ruby there.

“Hey!” I called out with a smile on my face. The familiar girl turned around and grinned. She now had the beginnings of tattoo sleeves on her and I must say that it actually looked really cute on her. She gave a small wave and came to the counter.

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