This is the final chapter of this story. I really hope you have been enjoying this story so far. Enjoy!
*Newt's perspective*
I was sat on the most uncomfortable stool ever but I didn't care, I would do anything for Tommy. Even if it means sitting on a really uncomfortable hospital stool. I held Tommy's hand, our fingers combing us together. It made me break down inside being sat next to a hospital bed with my boyfriend on it, knowing I could loose him forever. I prayed and prayed hoping he will stay strong and stay alive for me. I can't help but to think this is all my fault.
*two hours later*
I was trying so hard to stay awake. My eyelids where getting heavier and my head was slowing descending to the edge of the bed when all of a sudden I noticed the beeping of Tommy's heart rate was slowing down more and more.
In shock and desperation I stood up and bolted out the room shouting for help. Nurses ran in the room when I was rudely told to wait outside the room. I was absolutely furious and kept refusing, trying to run back in the room but I ended up being pushed out by security. I found my way to the waiting room and sat on a small dark chair in the corner, crying and crying, praying Tommy will be alright.
It was now 2:30AM and still no news about Tommy until a nurse approached me. I instantly stood up to hear what she has to say.
"I am so terribly sorry but Tommy wasn't strong enough to make it, I'm extremely sorry for your loss sir"
At that exact moment of hearing the word "loss" my whole body lost every hope on everything and it felt like I was drowning in depression. I said nothing and walked out of the hospital with my head bowed down. I kept walking, no idea where I was going but I kept walking, trying to clear my mind. I ended up walking for an hour and a half, finding myself at a beautiful bridge looking over a shimmering calm river under the starry night.
I sat on the bridge edge and thought to myself that I couldn't live with myself without Tommy, he gave me happiness and now that he is gone, I will never find happiness again. My deep thoughts where annoyingly put on pause by the ringing of my phone, I ignored it and left it to voice mail. After the rude interruption, I was prepared to let my self go and jump in the river, I will either die or survive and it will all be in fate's hands on this moment. I stood up, ready to face my fate.
Suddenly my phone rang again and this really annoyed but it made me think, if I was going to die then maybe I should say my goodbyes anyway to whoever wants to talk to me so badly. So I answered it.
"Hello?"
"Hello is this Newt?"
"Yes"
"This is Shuck Face Hospital, there has been an error, Thomas is alive"
I knew he was strong enough to make it! I used my phone's map and instantly ran to the hospital. Bursting through the doors to see Tommy lying there with a huge smile on his face when he saw me. I slowly approached him, taking his hand and sitting on the bed.
"You don't even understand how lucky I am for you to be alive Tommy"
Tommy, looking confused, pushed himself to sit properly on the hospital bed and said
"Newt what happened?"
"As we where running away from that śhít head of a woman, one of the guards shot you in the back, you fell to the ground, you looked up at me, slowly closing your eyes"
A few tears fell down my face and my voice started to tremble.
"I was in complete shock I didn't know what to do, I spotted a wall phone down the corridor and sprinted to it as fast as possible and I knew a way on how to loose the woman and the two guards. I first called the ambulance then the police. Things lead to another and I was told you was dead"
This is when I completely lost it and broke down and cried.
"I was so scared and I wouldn't have ever have forgiven myself for letting you go but what where the miracles of getting a phone call saying you were alive?! There was an error with the heart rate machine, it wasn't stuck onto your chest enough and detached itself from being stuck down to your chest and therefore it couldn't pick up a heart rate!"
We looked into eachother eyes. Tommy then smiled and said
"Come here you"
And we both leaned in and kissed, with Tommy's hand on the back of my neck and my hand on his back, it felt amazing. A moment I could never forget, the kiss of my alive boyfriend.
"I love you Newt"
"I love you Tommy"
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And that's it guys! I hope this chapter wasn't too depressing! I hope you all have enjoyed this story and be sure to keep an eye out for more stories! Thanks for everyone one for giving support for this story and it has really inspired me to write more from this successful first story I have wrote! Thank you everyone!
Taya xx
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