Instead of harming himself once more Ashton decided to go to bed instead.Whenever he slept it seemed to be the only time that he felt calm. Many nights Ashton would go to bed abnormally early just so he could escape the life he was living. Sometimes he would even dream about himself living a very different life. A life where he was happy and a life where he felt normal. When he realized that he was only dreaming he would cry.
This time however, he woke up feeling very different. This time he actually felt happy that he was awake. "This is weird I never feel like this. I guess I'm just excited to hang out with the guys." Ashton thought to himself. Another unusual feeling he had was that he was actually proud of himself. Instead of relieving his stress by cutting Ashton stayed calm and slept. "Could this be happening? Am I getting better?"
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The Happy One (Ashton Irwin)
FanfictionAshton Irwin is a drummer that recently joined a band called Five Seconds Of Summer. All Ashton ever does is smile and laugh. But he has a dark secret that nobody knows that is killing him inside. Will Ashton ever tell anyone his secret or will he l...
