Collapsing
Surrendering
Ceasing
Why can't I just stop the pain
Stop everything
Stop being never good enough
Stop being fat and ugly
Stop life
I want it to end
Can't keep going
Can't keep living
Can't keep breathing
Can't keep wanting
If there was only one word
To make myself happy
To rebuild the walls
To fix the scaffolding again
To stop it all
But there isn't
And there'll never be
Why can't I just stop living?
I can't bear it anymore
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THIN ✔︎
PoetryShe's never had problems, until recently. Recently, her world has been falling apart, but from the inside out. Turned into a depressed girl with serious eating disorder problems, all she wants to do is let go of everything, and be thin. Lighter than...