Always just faking a smile
Pretending I'm happy
Pretending I'm just
Another teenage girl
Pretending I'm okay
As long as I look fine
They'll never see
The real me inside
The real me knows
I'm not good enough
I'm never good enough
For myself
I'll hold them in
All my problems in
Forever and ever
No one will ever know
But they know
They know my secrets
Maybe it would be easier if I was dead
So no one would have to care
Maybe I've thought that before
But it's a recurring thought
Filling my mind
Death
All I'm trying to do now
Is to stay skinny
And to stay alive
WHich is harder than I thought
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THIN ✔︎
PoetryShe's never had problems, until recently. Recently, her world has been falling apart, but from the inside out. Turned into a depressed girl with serious eating disorder problems, all she wants to do is let go of everything, and be thin. Lighter than...