Hey world of writing and reading and wattpad! How do you guys find it so far? I haven't decided whether she's going to die or not.... But I might make two endings... MAYBE. Thanks for all the reading and voting, I can't believe this is only my 21st day on Wattpad! Thanks for getting this book on to #67!!! It's like I'm a proud mom.... Of books XD Love you guys! xxx
Please read my other books: A broken promise and a broken heart & Seven Word Stories!
I'm finally released
From the cold harsh watch
Of medical doctors and nurses
All with different views and opinions
None knowing of the voice in my head
That will never go away
Some tell me just to start
Eating again
But they don't know how hard that is
For me
They'll never know
Because it takes much much more
To understand
You need to have heard the voice
Constantly controlling and demanding
I'm sitting in the bathroom
On the cold floor
Trying not to cry
The weighing scales come into focus
And everything blurs
I get up and will myself to stand on it
I'm scared to look down
At the number between my feet
Has it gone up or down?
I take a deep breath
And look down
At the black and white number
85
Eighty-five fat ugly kilograms
Gained over four weeks
Is it even possible?
I try to keep calm
Even though anorexia is exploding inside my head
How did I let it happen
Why did I let myself gain
So much weight?
I'm fat
I'm ugly
I'm worthless
Little did I know
Most of it is purely
Water weight
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THIN ✔︎
PoetryShe's never had problems, until recently. Recently, her world has been falling apart, but from the inside out. Turned into a depressed girl with serious eating disorder problems, all she wants to do is let go of everything, and be thin. Lighter than...
