rain on utopia {daisuga}

{4}

{4}

Dedication: seirinvolleyball 

Daichi exits the bathroom to find Suga crying. He'll admit, despite the fact that what he is feeling towards Suga right now is more like attraction than love, Daichi can't help but want to comfort him. He can't help but want to wrap his arms around him, pull him close, and whisper, "Everything is going to be alright." Despite wanting to do this, Daichi doesn't. He is afraid that if he does so, he will scare away Suga. He doesn't want to scare Suga away... He wants Suga to stay. He wants to get to know Suga, and become friends with him.

"Would it make you feel better and safer if I told you about myself?" Daichi asks in a quiet voice as he slowly walks over to Suga. As he waits for Suga to respond, he sits down on the floor across from him. He knows that it is a strange thing to think, but despite the fact that Suga had been crying... Despite the fact that his cheeks have tear stains, and his eyes are rimmed with red, Daichi thinks he looks beautiful.

He would look more beautiful if he was smiling...

"Yes" Suga whispers, all the while wiping his eyes with the sleeves of the sweater he is wearing, "it would."

Daichi tells him anything and everything he can think of. From the funny yet embarrassing time he and his sister went to school in matching outfits in kindergarten, to the various volleyball matches he has played in, to late night college study sessions... He find himself recalling and sharing many moments which he had nearly forgotten. By the time he has told Suga everything up until the present, Suga looks better... There is a small smile on his face and...

And he isn't sitting across from him anymore. Suga is sitting next to him. Suga is sitting just centimeters to the left of him...

"Well," Suga says, after a brief moment of silence, "Since you told me about yourself, you deserve to know a little about me..." Even though he doesn't share as much information, he still tells Daichi many funny and interesting things. He also tells Daichi many sad things... Such as the death of his parents, and the fact that the nearby forest, his home, is slowly getting destroyed.

"Are your feathers supposed to do that?" Daichi asks, upon noticing that one of Suga's feathers has fallen out.

"No... It happens when I'm stressed or tired. Recently I've been both," Suga says with a sad chuckle.

"Well," Daichi says with what he hopes to be a reassuring smile, "You won't be either anymore. I'll help you. I'm a conservationist," after a brief pause, Daichi adds, "I'm also your friend. Or rather, I want to be your friend."

After having learned more information about the human... After having getting to know Daichi as a person instead of a threat to his health, Suga can't help but feel... He can't help but feel like becoming friends with Daichi. "I would like to be your friend too," Suga says, and is surprised to see Daichi's eyes light up upon hearing his response. Who knew that such simple things could make a human happy?

"Anyways," Daichi says, slowly getting off the floor and offering a helping hand to Suga, are you hungry? I could make us some dinner..." As Suga accepts Daichi's help, his stomach grumbles, answering for him. "Yes, I heard you loud and clear, Suga's stomach," Daichi says, resulting in both him and Suga laughing.

As Daichi cooks, Suga watches. He asks many questions... "What is that?" And, "What does it do?" Suga's curiosity seems endless... By the time Daichi slides the Quiche into the oven, he feels like he just taught a year's worth of information to Suga. Even though all the questions made him tired, they also made him happy. Suga is smiling, and seems comfortable around him.

/^^^ Just in case you don't know, that's a Quiche. I usually put eggs, cheese and spinach in mine~ Anyway, Wattpad is making me really frustrated... For the past week Wattpad has been miscounting my notifications and just now Wattpad isn't letting me vote on stuff. WHEN YOU ARE SHY VOTING IS LIKE THE ONLY WAY TO SHOW SOMEONE YOU READ SOMETHING AND NOW I CAN'T DO THAT. One another note, for those who gave feedback, thank you! It might take a while to see any changes because I got conflicting feedback and I'm trying to decide who I agree with... Oh and I'm not making any guarantees but I MIGHT, when/if I get 500 followers create a by request haikyuu one shot collection. MIGHT. I haven't decided... After all my profile is a mess right now... I have a lot of unfinished stuff and I have some stuff planned already... This author's note was really long... r.i.p/