Monster

Nervous

please don't hate me....I guess someone tried hacking into my account....didn't think someone would want to do that on here....you lame if you try. But I'm here and sorry about the late update

Erika's POV

Getting half way threw the week is hell. Just three more days and I'm out of this hell hole.
Guess who isn't talking to me anymore....Jason.

I try catching him in the halls but he ignores me. What did I do wrong?

Walking to my 6th period class I bumped into Cole.

Cole: sorry gorgeous....i didn't catch your name.

Erika: Erika.... Nice to meet you

Cole: very formal...I'm Cole.

Erika: well I have to get to class...bye

Cole: hold up a sec....what's your number.

Erika: oh think you have to work a little more....for all I know....your just Cole. You want something? Work for it.

I winked at him and entered the class. Looking for the teacher I saw him talking to Jason.

Great. I could catch him in the way out.
Heading back to the door. Jason just walked by me.

Erika: um hello?

Jason: oh sorry I saw idiot for pathetic.

Erika: what the hell I that supposed to mean?! What did I ever do to you?

Jason: leave me alone.

He began to walk away. I grabbed his arm.

Jason: let go.

Mr. Tyeo: Erika where are you going

Erika: I'll be right back.

Going after Jason was hard. I had to carry all this shit.

Jason: why do you care anyway? Go back to Jake.

Erika: is that what this is? Are.....are you jealous of Jake?

Jason: no fucking way. Just thought that I would keep you safe and away from these pricks....I thought I could take care of you until my brother got back. That was the only thing that could've made him proud of me. Now...he would laugh in my face
For letting you go and be with other bastards.

Erika: Jason.....I...I'm sorry. I didn't know it meant that much to you. But I think he's really has changed. I think instead of laughing....he would've appreciated it.

Jason: you didn't even know him that well-

He stopped talking.

Jason: oh...you really know him....like bed know him.....surprised he didn't fuck you get you knocked up and left you...I thought you were meaningless-

*slap*

Erika: I'm not taking that back. You deserved that. Justin would never say those words to me...I barely know you Jason. And this how you treat me? Have a wonderful fucking life asshole.

I walked off. Making to the bathroom to cry....looking at the mirror...I noticed ever since I was with him....I always had a smile...now it's slowly fading away.

Walking out, I couldn't be around Jason. I couldn't even look at him.

I checked myself out from the from office and to his moms house. I don't care if his dad doesn't like me. I need to see Jason.

Running like there was no tomorrow, I was happy to get closer. Climbing over that gate and running to the front door.

I knocked.