Monster

Im fucking done.

Honestly I don't know how I'm going to survive this whole fuckin summer with my TWO BITCHY ASS SISTERS.

3. Not 1 or 2 but THREE fucking months with them.
I feel guilty FOR NO REASON! 😭
They get on my nerves.

Let me tell you....as of last week my sister got these back aches. Me BEING THE MORE MATURE ONE. I let my sister have my room bc she ain't got no room.

But let me give you more info. Jackie my sister that comes before me is 22. She always starts the fights at home. She a bitch.

And Alex other sister she's 25 (btw I have 3 sisters) and she has no room. Our house has ONLY 3 mofo rooms. My parents room, my room and Jackie's room. Alex don't have one. Anyways the point is

THE GOOD SISTER I AM. I let my sister (Alex) stay in my room. So I'm staying in the living room. Not the most comfortable place in the damn house.

I woke up early AF to clean my room for my sister in pain. It took my hours to clean that shit. I moved the bed, moved everything in there. I made it smell good and everything. On top of that shit. I STILL had to fucking clean the how MOFO house bc I had "nothing better to do" according to my mother.

My bedroom is squeaky clean. She came home yesterday....NOT EVEN ONE THANK YOU. I was like it's okay she probably had a bad day...i understand. so I let it go. Going in my room to workout and write some ideas for the next chapter, this bitch is doing her make up at 9:30 pm....

While doing so I asked her if she could do my eyebrows and said...I can't right now but I promise I'll do them tomorrow. I was like that's fine yea sure....AND ON TOP OF THIS SHIT MY OTHER FUCKING SISTER(Jackie).... TOOK MY TAKE CREDIT CARD AND BOUGHT HERSELF A NEW FUCKING PERSE AND PAID FOR NETFLIX.

I understand the Netflix part bc I watch it on her account so I didn't mind. But this bitch just got a job,...she works from home and COMPLAINS SHE IS TIRED....BITCH FROM WHAT?! If she's home allllllll the damn time...why she buy a damn purse bitch you ain't going nowhere...

Back to Alex. Today she got home like two hours ago. She ate went to MY room and took a nap. She just now woke up and I with my happy ass asked her if she was finna do my eyebrows.... HER RESPONSE IS

"Bitch No. My back hurts, I can't even bend over."
And walked off. I was like this cunt.

She new I was mad, she came to the living room and stood there and said I got hot Cheetos.

I slowly looked at her and said " go away your getting on my damn nerves"

She goes " stop being rude little bitch...my back hurts"

I rolled my eyes and went back on my phone. I am currently laying down in the living room since it is now my room.

Let me tell you once again this bitch is 25. 25 and guess what this hoe did. She yells for my mom. My mom comes all pissed in the living room and bitches at ME. WHY ME? I didn't even do nothing.

She goes " GENESIS I FUCKING TOLD YOU LEAVE YOUR SISTER ALONE"

I knew if I said something is be screaming rn. So I didn't even say nothing. But I'm like a really sensitive person so if anyone yelled at me I tend to get watery eyes....

So once she walked off, I swallow the big ass knot I have in my throat and go back on my phone. My sister then goes... " don't cry little bitch"

I'm crying as I'm Writing this guys. I gave up my privacy so this bitch could bash me whenever she wants, I gave my room to her bc I felt bad hat she had to sleep in the living room. Ontop of that Jackie and Alex are fighting rn. So they don't even talk.

And like 30 minutes ago...I asked Jackie when I was getting my money back bc I needed it. She gives me the most dirty ass fucking look ever and says

" I ain't giving you back your money."

Guys she didn't even ask me for my card she just took it.

I walked up to her and said I need that money Jackie she goes and pushes me. Then my mom came and yelled at both of us and now turns out I ain't getting shit from her.

And I feel guilty for NO DAMN REASON. Like this house is too damn silent. I'm done with them. Maybe I'll go and stay at my friends house or my cousins. I can't stand them.

I tried to be the mature and good sister in the situation. But I get thrown under the bus so quick they don't even think about it.

So I'm in my so called room and crying my eyes out my sister walked by and laughed at me. They think just bc I'm little they can pick on me and do shit to me and get away with it.  And I've told them...like two weeks ago

That we wouldn't be having problems if they moved out and didn't live off money and daddy. I was screamed at so much and made fun of bc I like Justin...like bitch no.

These bitches are 22 and 25. GET THE FUCK OUT THE HOUSE. 😭 I'm fucking done. I'll have the damn chapter up by Thursday.
Bye.