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I love each and everyone one of you! #blacklivesmatter
Seriously if we don't control what's going on. We are all going to die. This world is filled with hate. I know I'm hateful a lot of times but I don't hold grudges I let that shit go. But damn. Please everyone be careful. ❤️

Erika's POV

Everyone was being so harsh. With everything on my mind, my deadline is coming up with my designs.

I can't get in contact with Ivy.
I don't want to leave Justin. Nor do I want to give up my dream.

I can't chose between the man I want to spend the rest of my life with.
Or my dream career.

Not know what would happen next is killing me.

I need Justin in my life. I can't raise this child on my own. And I don't want anything to do with Jeremy. I can't believe I finally realized it.

Justin was under house arrest. They had an officer all night here with him. I told him he could stay at my place. They have home surrounded.

He's not leaving. He's not planning on it.

Justin: just to make things clear. I don't want to get in your way of anything. You have a career princess. Stick with it. Don't just drop it.

Erika: but. I don't want to leave you either.

Justin: we can talk about this later. So talk to me. I just want to focus on us and Wren.

Erika: he reminds me so much of you. And college is tough. It's a love hate relationship. I was offered a challenge to take. If big fashion companies like what they see they contact the college my professor and make a deal with me.

Justin: which company's?

Erika: Louis Vuitton, Coco Chanel, Alexander wang and Vera Wang, Miuccia Prada, Michael Kors, Marc Jacobs, Nike, Adidas, Givenchy, Gucci, Calvin Klein, And Dior.

Justin: damn. And they all want you?

Erika: haha I hope. I hope at least one notices me.

Justin: I think they'll all want you. No doubt.

Erika: it is tough. I'm the youngest one in there with them. I feel threatened and so do they. They've never had a freshman be with seniors in this. Ever. I'm just as nervous as they are.

Justin: you shouldn't be. You have nature talent. Or else why would they even pick you? They chose wisely.

Erika: I shouldn't be nervous right? I mean if they don't choose me this year, I'll have senior year. Right? And I learn from my mistakes.

Justin: ye-

I was getting a call.

Erika: hold that thought?

"Hey word is getting out here. Are you okay? Do you need me to come get you?" - Ivy

"No, no im fine. But can we talk later?"Erika

She didn't answer.

"Hello?" Erika

"Hi Erika this is Mrs. Shane speaking, do to all this situation. Are you still willing to come through with everything? Because there is one young lady that is wanting this place" -Mrs. Shane

"Of course I'm willing to pull through. You won't regret it"- Erika

"I hope not."- Mrs. Shane

She hung up on me.

Turning around, Justin was rocking Wren back and forth

Justin: what was that about?

Erika: nothing. Um can you watch him? For a while. I need to get things done.