Monster

Processing

Erika's POV

Waking up the next morning, I felt a rush in my body. I have a weird feeling that Justin is some how still with me.

Everything was moving in slow motion for me. The day couldn't go any slower.

I sat on my bed. When a minute passed I felt like infinity.

Literally I dragged myself to my closet and picked out the most rachet shit possible. Fuck this shit...I'm pregnant.

Finding some pitch black joggers, and a nice jean jacket with a white shirt under and headed to college.
Being the first one there, I went to get my stuff from yesterday

Mrs. Shane: is everything alright with your mom?

Erika: she's....um.....okay....she's having trouble. With her medical treatments.

Mrs. Shane: I'm sorry to hear that Hun. But class doesn't start until an other 45 minutes.

Erika: I came to uh....get my things I needed to the companies and the things I missed from two days ago.

Mrs. Shane: right....here....sketching this picture on this....only using white.

As I was walking out I ran into Ivy

Ivy: hey I've been calling you....where's your phone?

Shit that's right my phone....

Erika: it's....oh...it fell...in water...sorry but I'm here

Ivy: yes kinda freaked out you weren't at your place. Is everything okay? Your mom okay?

Erika: she nearly gave mea heart attack....but I think she'll be okay without me....actually-

On the verge on crying, I couldn't manage to get the words out my mouth.

Ivy: oh I'm sorry....I didn't mean to get you upset....I'm sorry babe.

Erika: I-I ca-can't be-be he-here

Getting my things I walked back to my car and drove to my apartment.

Opening the door...I realized how quiet it was. Looking around, a new feeling formed inside me....I want a family. I'm also afraid of i tell him....someone will find out and want to test my child for transmitting chemicals into him. I don't want them poking needles into my newborn child. Let alone take away from me. I kinda really wanna tell Justin.

Sliding down my door. I imagined what they would do to him.

*vision*

Doc: give me one pic push and the pain will be all gone

Screaming at the top of my lungs, I gave it everything I got.

Doc: got him.

Usually you would think once a baby is born is would begin to cry. My son wasn't

Erika: what's wrong? Why....why isn't he crying? Doctor what's wrong with him?

Bringing him closer to me. He began to wake up. Letting out those beautiful little cries.
I thought she would give him to me. When two tall, looked like we're in the army, held my son and began to walk to the door.

Erika: NO! Don't take him away from me! Don't you dare! Bring him back!

I was trying to get up. Three nurses held me down!