Monster

Unthinkable

Erika's POV

Getting some tissues, I wiped my face.
Setting my things down. I got up and started to put everything in the baby's room.

Not know how to put the crib together, I asked my next door neighbor for help. Once he set everything up. He put the other crib together in my room.

Erika: thank you so much.

Miles: welcome need anything else?

Erika: no thank you. But can I buy you coffee since you helped me?

Miles: ya....of course that would be nice.

He smiled. I walked him out.

Putting away his tiny clothes. I decorated everything else. I made sure everything was perfect.

Sitting in the rocking chair I checked my email so I could get started on my designs.

Reading the email I felt a little kick. Reminding me....I need a name for my boy.
Searching baby boy names. None were good enough. I want something special. Now in days everyone has the same name.

Nothing came up.

Sketching out my designs... I was getting these little pains in my back. I shook it off.

For the wedding dress idea, I want something with a big long flattering tail. I want the tail to kinda be the main focus. And since they changed it to 3 wedding dresses I head on with the second one. I want this dress to be long and tight around her curves. A cut in the back with lace around it. Different patterns.

I was cut from thought by having a large pain on the side of my stomach. Ow...is he hungry again?

I went to get some cracks but made me dizzy. He loves these cracks though. Whats the matter?

Focusing on my work. I got the feeling to throw up. Rushing to the bathroom. Nothing came up.

My mind is fucking with me.

" focus on what matters"

Turning around to see who said that. No one was there. "Focus on what matters?" What does that mean?

I am focusing on what matters....my career.

"You can't turn back time"

Suddenly the room started spinning.
I get running back through the past. I got major flask backs. Every single one of them
*flash backs*

I closed my eyes and at least tried to go to bed.
I couldn't stop thinking about it. Don't get me wrong. I do I really do want kids. But know? At the age of 17! In what world?

I was panicking. Justin said he supports me but...he's older. Of course he would say that. He's 23. Whatever comes his way so be it he won't mind. But I do. I not ready.

I hate him right now. I mean what the hell! What the hell am I doing? I don't even know what I want to be yet and....possibly going to be a mother? No way. No thank you.

I think he was asleep. I sat up and just thought about it. Yea it didn't sound as bad. But when he told me. I freaked out. There's no possible way of saying it.

Hello! I'm 17! Nope. Nope. No way in hell.

Then when the told me about how it happened

Justin:....i....I think.....I think you might just be pregnant

Erika: I'm sorry what

Justin: I couldn't hold it in and...well you made it harder on me. And I came. But I support you.

Erika: in what world are you livin in?! Justin! I can't have a kid right now! Are you crazy!

Justin: but I thought you said it could be whatever

Erika: that was before you told me! I can't! I can't be pregnant! After what we just went threw? And everything else we've been threw? Are you fucking crazy!

Erika: I can't be mother at the age 17! What is wrong with you! I can't! I just can't! Justin....I'm not ready. I can't.

Erika: we are both fucked. How could we forget

Justin: it was too in the moment.

Erika: not funny.

We didn't say anything

Erika: are you ready

Justin: hell no

Erika: nether am I!

* flash backs over*

Panicking was not helping. I tried catching my breath.

I got up to open a window, when I nearly fell on my ass. Looking down. I saw what I wasn't expecting.
Water.

Justin's POV

Robert: ate NOT the father of Amber or Cole. Case closed.

Thank fucking God. The weight came off my shoulders.

Justin: thank the lord.

Pattie: I was kinda hoping that it would say yes

Justin: what the- for what? You have Jason's baby. Anthony

Pattie: I want more grandchildren Justin. I want more children.

Erika. Erika is carrying my child. But why would she lie? Does she not want me in the babies life? I'm afraid to. What if I hurt him?

Is she scared I might hurt the baby?
I don't want to meet or go near him. I can't control myself. I shouldn't even be in here.

I didn't do this to myself. Should I tell her that Erika is pregnant?

Justin: mom......Erika.....

No I shouldn't. If I could connect and hear the babies thoughts....I could've transferred something into that made him do that. I don't wanna put him in danger....

Pattie: Erika? What?

Justin: I miss her.....

Erika's POV

MY WATER BROKE. I'm not supposed to be due until next damn month!

I panicked didn't know what to do. I went to my neighbor.

Miles: hey...need something else?

Erika: I'm in labor....c-can yo-you plea-please take me to the hos-hospital

Grabbing his keys, he lead me down to his car and drove me to the hospital.

Getting off with me he made sure I was good and told me he went to get Ivy.

Rushing me up into a room. They quickly put me on the machines and got a doctor in here

Erika: I'm not supposed to be in labor yet....

She gave me a weird look.

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I stopped at exactly 1000 words!!!

Lol anyways what do you think will happen next?!

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