Monster

Left

Erika's POV

Leaving the room. I tried to pull myself together. Every inch of me was in pain. Everything was a blur. The whole world around was quickly moving while I stood there....watching it go by. I felt my heart drop.

My soul was being dragged out of my body. The guards noticed I was having trouble.

Guard: ma'am...are you okay?

Words wouldn't come out my mouth. I just nodded.

Erika: air.....I need air

Leading me outside. I would be lying if I said it made me feel better. Those words didn't even come across my head.

I need a place called home....my legs were running but I wasn't moving. I was seeing not looking. I was hearing not listening. I was talking not saying.

I don't know what to do. Feeling the dry wind pass by, it howled.
Opening my eyes, before was my father.

Dark brown wavy hair. He smiled. He looked so....so real.
He was......happy. Laughing at something, turning around, there was a little girl running towards him.
Both showing so much love. She ran into his arms. Spinning her around, she laughed and enjoyed the moments with her.

Moments later, the little girl grew. I then new that little girl was me.

She went away. And my father walked up to me. He caressed my cheeks. He put his hand on my stomach. He mouthed the word "Angel"

I was brought back to reality. I think I know what to do. And where to go.
Catching a ride back to the hotel. I didn't mention anything to Pattie.
Walking into the room. I began to clean up everything.

Once I had everything done. I went to bathroom. I cleaned myself up. I was a mess.

There was a knock. Pattie let herself in.

Pattie: is everything alright?

Erika: I think.

Pattie: sweety...everything is going to be alright.

Erika: I know....but it hurts that I made my mind up. I know what choice I have to make.

Pattie: which is

Erika: Go to New York...

Pattie: that's great- wait what.

Erika: New York. I got into NYC...

Pattie: that's great. But.....are you sure it's the right thing? I mean it's all so sudden.

Erika: everything is becoming so sudden. I don't want to go. But moving on is my choice and I hate it but it's the right thing to do....because I love him.

Pattie: does he know about this?

Erika: yea...I told him. He seemed relived. He won't have to worry about me. So....I'm headed home right now. And I guess I'll say my good byes now since I won't see you again.

She gave me a tight hug.

Pattie: you still have Jason's number...I gave you mine, if you need help call...or come home....just be careful.

I swallowed my feelings, I nodded and gave her one last hug. Hugging her good bye ,Jason walked in.

Pattie left.

Jason: NYC huh.....

Erika: yea...

Jason: don't do this....Justin...he doesn't know what's good until he looses it

Erika: he wants what's best for me-

Jason: wow I seriously thought you were different...your just gonna leave? Just like that? Nice to know you "fight" for what you want

Erika: you know nothing about me. Especially what happened between Justin and I. He's a man that commands and gets. I can't force him to stay with me. If he wants me to leave. That's what I'm going to do Jason. I'm sorry.

Jason: I'm guessing he asked you to roll over and lick his balls

*slap*

Erika: I don't give a fuck if we the same age, you will respect me. No I'm not one to roll over but I am one that asks and gets what she wants. Get out

Jason: your pathetic.

Erika: really? Cause your brother didn't seem to think I was pathetic...if you know what I mean.

Jason: yeah cause your exactly like your mom

Erika: I can say the same thing about you and your dad....

Jason: at least my is still alive-

There was silence.

Erika: at least he's in peace while your dad is having affairs with others

Jason: you wanna get personal?

Erika: I thought we were already there. Jackass. Get out.

Jason: bitch

Erika: asshole

Jason: slut

Erika: cunt

Jason: whore

Erika: dick sucker

Jason: hoe

Erika: asswipe

Jason: scree you. Have a nice fucking life in New York.

He walked out.
I sat on the bed rethinking everything I was about to do. Do I really want this?

Feeling a rush of liquid coming up my throat I ran to the bathroom to throw it up.

Looking at myself in the mirror. I had no choice.
Getting my bags. I walked down the hallway and into the elevator.

Making my mind up the whole plane flight. I then knew I was doing the right choice.

Getting into my apartment. I looked around. I had nothing much.

* three days later*

After cleaning everything out. I put up the apartment for rent.
Giving the key to the manager.

I took a look back. I knew then I couldn't turn back. Not now.
Shedding tears. I said a good bye to my dad. Got on a plane and left for New York.

It's just you and me baby.

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