Between Sky & Earth !

The Freedom

After finishing my job search and applying for EY, PWC & Thornton , I logged into my book(FB) account its been ages since I logged in, I found no one is really interested in remaining my friend, Ava who came to my house stayed with me like a family just unfriend me as if not reverting my calls was not enough, I blocked her so that even a fraction of her is not present in my life, I do not wish to be in peoples life who treat me like someone to use when they need help, while I was browsing through groups I came across Steve's profile, I blocked him too after being treated like as if I am forcing my friendship on him, betrayed by one more friend it is not something new to me. I am kinda use to it now, people have dumped me when they are done sharing their sorrows with me those friends who betrayed me when I needed them, I was their for them day in day out when they were depressed or needed someone.

Looks like it's my rotten fate that I do not have a single person in my life who love me truly, I started living with this fact because I can not do anything about it. I heard karma will hit you back but my good karma never returned to me. Good I did bad I got looks like karma betrayed me as well.

When I was away from home I wanted to come home, when I am home I want to go away from everyone.

Buzzing of my phone broke my chain of thoughts, it was Stella calling I do not want to join her venture because they are paying very less I am not able to survive in that amount and if I have to move out I am not getting any better options.

I am already 30 years old and I am not getting any younger I need to find someone for me and marry and get a better paying job. I can not stay confused and I do not have the luxury to waste time. Time is the one thing I do not have.

12th April night I should leave from here and I better find enough paying job by then

I have to buy a car so it will be safe for me to travel.

12th April : I have left my house that is really an irony as that house was never mine. I waited at the station; I did not even know I was crying. I wiped my tears and got in the train. Put my luggage I have hectic day tomorrow as I have 12 hours flight I better get some sleep.

13th April: Today is the day I will leavethis country forever, I am going to States. I boarded the flight, I am scaredto think what future awaits me, I let out my breath I did not even know I washolding , when flight took off . I closed my eyes all those past years and pastincidents start playing in my head I panicked and opened my eyes only to finddimly lit flight, passengers half asleep, then someone gently shook me by myshoulder, I looked at the gentleman he was in mid 50's he asked me young ladycan you do me a favor, could you please exchange my business class seat withme, before I can ask why he read surprised look of my face, and answered theold man next to you is my childhood friend I met him after 40 years and inbusiness class no one is willing to come here in economy so I thought if youcan exchange with me, I smiled at him and said its my pleasure sir, if I canhelp anyway to let you meet your childhood buddy. He blessed my , god bless youmy child.