Is it too Late?

Eleven

Caspar

I sit on the end of the bed and wait for Joe to finish getting ready.
I watch him, through the slight crack in the door, styling his hair and brushing his hand through it.

He's so perfect.

I pull my sorry self together just before he enters the room, but he notices me fidgeting.

'You okay?' He speaks in a low morning voice; sending chills down my spine.

He's killing me.

'Uh, yeah, i-uh, i'm fine' i manage to say standing up, and i hear him give a slight laugh under his breath.

'Come on then, last one' he smiles at me, before i leave with him out the door.

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Throughout the car journey i had to force myself not to be taken back by Joe's handsomeness. It killed me how i had to do this every time i was with him.
Everytime i saw him i got taken aback even more- making me fall deeper in love with him. Each day more i spent with him, the more i saw how perfect he was, and how amazing his sense of humor was, and how amazing his overall character was. He was amazing.

We entered the last building for our last signing of the tour. After today.. It was all over. I hope things will be the same.

Today both me and Joe were vlogging as it was the last one, so we filmed throughout it all, making sure each one of our fans got into our vlog.

The last people came up to us, and me and joe had our cameras in hand.

'Heyy' me and Joe said in sync.

'Hi' the two teenage girls spoke.

We both enveloped them both in a hug, but i couldn't help but envy how they could hug Joe with a decent excuse.

'Say hi to the vlog' Joe chuckled.

'Heyyyy!' They cheered, seeming bubly.

'Well it was lovely to meet you two! And thank you for waiting so patiently' i smiled.

'You too! It's okay. Thank you for making every day of our lives better' the smaller one spoke to us both; and me and Joe broke out into cheesy grins.

The girls walked off and we stopped vlogging.

I turned around and my eyes suddenly met with Hailey's... I think i owe her an apology.
Last time i spoke to her i was quite abrupt, and i wasn't in the best place at that time. However, now I'm trying to be more positive i need a fresh start.. Maybe a Joseph Sugg detox? Nah, we all know i won't last on that one.

I walk off in Hailey's direction and she furrows her eyebrows in confusion. Before she questions me, i pull her off into a corner and begin to whisper to her.

'I'm sorry for the other day.'

'What do you mean?' She asks.

'Well i spoke harshly to you, and you really didn't deserve it. I mean you're a great girl and i hope you do well in this job' I say.

'Thanks Casp,' she smiles, 'but it's okay. I realised that you were right, i do have to keep it professional. So thank you for making me see sense.' She says, and i can't help but feel a sense of relief.

I was jealous of Hailey and Joe, i will admit. But hearing her say 'you were right' gives me that small reassurance of them two not being an item. And i pray that they're not.

'Come on guys. Back to the hotel, there's packing to do!' Our manager cheers from the other side of the room, and before i realize, Hailey is gone from in front of me, and half way down the hall.

Is this really it?

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Hey!
There's not long left now! But i just wanted to let you know about some things.
Firstly, the other week me and my bestfriend went to a meet up and met Lucy and Lydia!! It was amazing and they were so lovely.
Second of all... Me and my best friend are going to meet Oli White *insert squealing here*.
I'm so so excited, we get pictures with him and a signed version of generation next!!!

Right now i'm so happy and i hope you lovely's are too. Thank you for taking the time to read this chapter and i'll catch you soon!x