Ok, so I get it, the title makes me sound like a lonely cat woman.
I'm a lonely girl, but I have no cats.
But seriously, I've been noticing it recently, that every time I see one of my favourite band members (Especially Frank Iero) my heart just kind of... flips?
I don't even know, it just beats mega fast, I can't help but grin, they give me butterflies and take all my worries away, not to mention the drooling that comes along with it. Sexy, I know.
It's like.. almost as if I'm dreaming, but I'm not.
And I notice small details, like with Kellin Quinn-
- The way his lower lip sticks out when he sings.
- He squints his eyes, especially when he's doing higher notes.
- Also, when doing high notes, he shows his upper row of teeth, and backs away from the microphone a little.
- And his nose, DAMN, that nose is perfect!
It's all little things like this, like the way their hair parts, and the way they wear their jeans, that stick in my head, give me butterflies, make me smile when I'm lonely.
They're who I think about when I'm feeling down, and they make me feel so much better.
It's things like that that I secretly grin to myself in class about, earning weird looks from class mates, but hey... It's worth it when I'm bored as bored gets.
When I'm playing guitar, I note the way Jesse Lawson strums his guitar and, even though it's a pretty simple thing, try to copy him. I don't even know how that works.
Why do I notice things like this, that I only ever notice in one other person.. My crush.
Yea, blah, blah, I have a crush meh meh.
but seriously, it's what me, and I'm sure (Well, not sure, but hoping) other people go through, too.
It's so weird.
Loving somebody you know you'll never meet, and even if you do, it'll probably be for a brief moment. And even then, all i'd be able to do was cry,
"Ohmygosh, it's you-" *SOB* "- I LOVE YOU." *SOB* "LETS GET MARRIED!" *SOB*
Band member: "Uh... I gotta... I gotta get this." *Answers fake phone call*
"I LOVE YOU!" *SOBS*
Yea, that'd be me.
Scaring men away since 1999.
Fun.
But I can't be the only one?
You get that woozy feeling in your head when they sing, or when they play an instrument. You let out a dreamy sigh then you see pictures of them.
That type of thing.
I think it's called being a fangirl/fanboy, but hey.
