I Don't, But I Do

Chapter Fifteen

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Katelyn POV

"Holden, I'm going over Kendall's house." I said. Holden peaked his head out of his bedroom door. 

"A'ight." He pulled his head back and slammed the door. 

"That boy is heavy handed." I picked up my keys off the counter and headed out the front door. I walked to my car whilst waving to my neighbors. I got into the driver's seat and pulled out my phone. 

I dialed Kendall's number. 

"Your call has been forwarded-." I sighed and hung the phone up. It has been three days and we haven't talked. That's a long ass time! I stepped on the gas pedal and drove to his house. 

After a while, I finally reached his front gate. The guard nodded and opened it. I smiled at him and drove up the rest of the driveway. I parked around the fountain and got out. I thought of this great idea, "I'll scare him." I evilly smirked and looked around for the spare key. I looked under the flower pot.

"Ah, yes! Here it is!" I quickly scolded myself because my excitement was too loud. I inserted the key and opened the door. I was so proud of myself, "Such a rebel." I closed the front door and looked around. It was very quiet, too quiet. The only thing I could hear were my feet hitting the cold marble floor. 

I walked to the stairs as quietly as I could. I walked down the hall to his room. The door was closed. I prepared myself to bust into his door. I whispered, "1. 2. 3!" I busted into his door and it wasn't what I expected. 

Kendall was on the bed in his boxers with a bunch of tissues on the bed. The blankets, sheets, mattress covers, and pillows were all scattered on the bed and floor. I walked over to the bed. I examined him and he was sleep. His hair was limp and his eyes were red. I moved some of the blankets and pillows away from him and got in the bed. 

I sat up on my right elbow and faced him. I felt bad to wake him up, but I had to see what was wrong. I shook his arm gently and he jumped up out the bed. He hasn't gotten into a deep sleep, that's why he was so alert when I just gently shook his arm. 

He looked around scared and then his eyes finally landed on me. He sighed and rubbed his eyes. 

"Didn't hear you come in." He looked down at the blanket. 

"Yeah, you were sleep. What's wrong Kendall? Why do you look like...this?" He ran his hand through his hair. 

"Kaylie, went back to my mom." My heart broke hearing what came out of his mouth. I scooted closer to him and grabbed his hand. 

"Oh, Kendall I'm so sorry. I thought you were supposed to have her for a year." He nodded slowly. 

"Well, my mom came back early so..." I rubbed his hand. 

"Well, didn't you tell her the current relationship between you and Kaylie?" He shook his head. 

"Kaylie already hated me because I yelled at her for running away." 

"Did you yell at her bad?" He shrugged. 

"I didn't think I yelled at her that bad, I mean, I had to punish her for what she did, that can't be overlooked. Even after all that, she saw her leaving to go back with my mom would make me miss her just as much as I do now, I guess she felt I didn't love her because I got mad at her, which I never have before. I scared her away..."

My thumb rubbed the top of his hand. "You didn't scare her away, she was just upset." He chuckled no humorously. 

"Katelyn...I've been meaning to tell you something." I became more attentive. 

"What is it?" He looked down at our hands. 

"A lot has happened in three days. I wasn't just in the bed sad because of Kaylie." 

"What else were you sad about?" He shook his head and let go of my hands. I looked at him confused. 

"I-I, don't think...we..should b-be t-together anymore." I felt my heart hit the pit of my stomach. 

"W-why?" He looked up at me sadly and shrugged. 

"Kendall I am not about to just let you break up our relationship with a shrug, why do you feel we need to not be together anymore." He looked down. 

"It's complicated." I grabbed his chin. 

"I thought we were good, but out of the blue you just break it off?! Not happening, I love you too much for you to break it off." 

"Do you really love me?!" He said. I looked at him like he was crazy. 

"Yes! Of course I do, is that why you want to break it off, because you don't think I love you? If so-." He cut me off. 

"That's not why. I know you love me." I looked around the room confused. 

"Then what is it Kendall?!" I said frustrated.

"Sarah had a baby and it's mine." 

Whoa whoa whoa. Didn't see that coming. What do you guys think? Let me know. Until Next Time. 

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