I Don't, But I Do

Chapter Sixteen

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Kendall POV

My heart was pounding in my chest. I was scared as hell to what Katelyn's response would be. 

"You had sex with her? While we were-." I shook my head quickly. 

"No, no I didn't cheat on you. It was before we got back together, like, right before we got back together." She nods. 

"So, you still wanna break up with me?" She looked down. I grabbed her hand again. 

"I thought you'd wanna break up with me, I thought you'd be mad out of your mind when I told you I had a kid. That's the only reason I wanted to break things off." She looked up and grabbed my face. 

"I wouldn't be mad, I would rather you talk to me about something than break up with me because you're afraid of my reaction." I nodded. 

"I'm sorry." I brought her hands up to my face and kissed them. "I should work on my communication with you more."

"Do you wanna go see the baby. I mean, you should probably go alone because she's not to fond of me, but if you want me to be there with you I will." I shrugged. 

"I can go by myself, thanks for offering, but I should get myself together first." She nodded. 

"I have to get to the art studio." She kissed me, longer than are usual kisses, but I wasn't complaining. "Bye Kendall." I kissed her again and bid her goodbye. 

I got my room together, then went into the shower. I put on my navy blue suit with my black silk dress shirt. I looked into the mirror. "Very casual Kendall." I put on my watch then went out to my car. I didn't feel like driving so I told my chauffeur to drive. 

"Where to, Mr. Schmidt?" I sat in the back and adjusted myself. 

"Uh, the hospital a few blocks away." He nodded and started driving. I looked out the window, I was dreading going to the hospital. You'd think a parent would be happy meeting their newborn child, but I was far from it. I guess it wasn't that I wasn't happy, I was scared. I know I took on being Kaylie's father, but this was my actual kid. 

Sarah is the last person I'd thought I would have a kid with, I thought it would be Katelyn. I don't even remember why I took upon having sex with Sarah. I must've been bored. We pulled up to the entrance and my chauffeur opened the door for me. 

"Mr. Schmidt." I nodded at him and walked into the hospital to the reception desk. The receptionist smiled at me, but she didn't get one in return. "I'm looking for Sarah Mitchell." She looked on the computer. 

"Room 432." I pushed myself away from the desk and started walking down the hall. I looked at the room numbers on the wall until I finally got to 432. I closed my eyes and sighed. I opened the door and saw her in the hospital bed. 

"Sarah." She looked up and glared. 

"What are you doing here?" She said. I looked at her with a 'really' face. 

"Uh, my son maybe." She rolled her eyes.

"You can have him anyway, I gave up my rights to you." My eyes widened. 

"You don't want to be apart of your own got damn son's life? It's probably best for him anyway, you'd be a waste of time." She shrugged. 

"Whatever." She said. 

"Did you name him?" She shook her head. 

"Since you're the one taking him, I figured you wanna name him. I could care less." She crossed her arms. 

I left the room to find the doctor. I looked around and asked until I finally found her. "Hi, I'm the father of the baby in 432, when is he allowed to go home?" She smiled. 

"Nice to meet you, and he can go home right now. I just thought he'd go home with the mother." I shook my head. 

"No, he's coming with me. Thank you." Ah damn it. I didn't have a car seat thing, what the hell is he supposed to ride in. I guess I'll just hold him while my driver drives. I went back to the room and opened the door. 

"I'm taking him home now." She laughed. 

"Aww don't wanna stay with me and make sure I'm ok?" I wrapped him up in his blanket. 

"Go to hell." I picked him up and carried him out the room. The last time he would ever be with his damned mother. I got into the back and to my chauffeur to take me home. I still don't have a name for him.

"I don't know what the hell to name you son." I examined his face, he opened his eyes and they were green with little gold specs in them, just like mine. I smirked. "Haha, you look like me." I looked up at the ceiling trying to figure out what to name him. Maybe I should have Katelyn help me. We pulled up to the driveway and I got out. 

I unlocked the door with my free hand and opened it. I gently sat him on the couch as I picked up my phone to call Katelyn. 

"Hey, can you come over?" She told me she'd be over in five minutes. In the next few minutes I heard the door open. 

"Hey Kendall-oh my god, is this the baby?" She came over and smiled at him. "Hi baby." She grabbed his little hand. 

"Where's Sarah?"I shook my head. 

"She signed over all her rights because she didn't want any part of her son, so, she won't be here...ever."Katelyn nodded slowly. 

"What's his name?" I grabbed her hands. 

"That's why I called you over here, to help me pick out a name for him. I want you to be his motherly figure." She ran her hands up my arms to my shoulder. 

"Of course I will. We should give him a name that starts with a K, like your name." I frowned and nodded. 

"I like that idea. Any suggestions?" She shook her head. 

"No, you come up with it, he's your son." I put my hands on her waist and pulled her toward me. 

"Yes, but he's your son kind of too. I mean if you don't want him-." She cut me off. 

"No, of course I would love to be a mother to your child, but I just thought it would be special if his father came up with the name." I thought a while. 

"Kody, I like that name." I looked down at him. 

"That's a great name Kendall, Kody." I sighed. 

"This has been one helluva of a day." 

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