Long Time No Seen (Justin Bieber Story)

Chapter 45: OMG

I bite my lip. Here it goes... Me: "I'm JustyBear." She gets wide eyes and the grip on my hand is loosened. Melani: "No. No.. You're not him. You're not JustyBear." Me: "I am, Melly." She gets wider eyes.

*MELANI'S POV*

I shake my head slowly. Me: "No. You can't be. You're not!" I tried to keep myself as calm as possible, but that was not working at all. Justin: "Melly, I really am JustyBear. Please believe me.." His eyes plead as he grabs my hands. Me: "Prove it." He sighs and takes out his phone. Me: "What's that gonna do-" Justin: "Sh." He presses a finger to my lips. Justin: "Okay here. Does this look familiar?" He shows me a picture of when we were five, at my aunt's wedding. Slow dancing. Me: "How'd you get that picture?" I stare at his phone. Justin: "I'm him, Mels. I'm JustyBear." I shut my eyes tight and bite my lip. Me: "You lied to me..." Justin: "Mels.." Me: "You swore to me.." He sighs. Justin: "Melani-" Me: "You fucking lied to me Justin. How could you?" He hangs his head down. Justin: "I was only thinking of you..." Deja vu, huh? Me: "Don't give me that bullshit. Don't make me repeat what happened 7 damn years ago." My voice was calm and steady, but inside I was fuming. I was also so sad. So miserable. So... Confused. Justin: "Melani, I didn't tell you because.. Well, because I didn't know how you would act. I was afraid that you would leave me.." Sadness voice every word that came out of his mouth. Me: "It'd be better than lying to me." Justin: "Please don't be angry with me.. I didn't want to lie. I wasn't thinking straight." Me: "And when ARE you thinking straight?! You always think hiding things from me is the best way to go but it's NOT. You fucking lied to me Justin. This never would've happened if you hadn't lied." Justin: "Mels, please." His eyebrows curved upwards and his lip started quivering. Me: "No Justin.. You left me, you said you hated me, you freaking lied to me. You've already done enough. I don't need anymore of your shit." I turn and start walking back towards my house. Justin: "Melani please!" He called after me, but I didn't even take one glance back. He broke my heart. But this time he did it by lying. Why was I so angry, you ask? 'Cause he knew all this time that I missed JustyBear, and he never even told me anything. He lied. Three times. [I think that was how many times] He could of just told me the truth as soon as he found out. More and more tears came down my face as he yells for me to come back. I started running, careful to watch the roads.

*JUSTIN'S POV*

I tried running after her but it was like my feet were glued to the floor. My heart dropped about 100 feet. At least it felt like it. I had just lost my love once again, all because I hid something from her. Again. I am so stupid.. Me: "Melani I love you..." I whisper. I don't think anything's gonna get her to fogive me now. I guess I just have to pray,[Just like the song...lol i added this just now while i was reading it again] and hope she forgives me.

*MELANI'S POV*

I got home, with still dozens of tears left on my cheeks. "Mels, what's wrong?" I look to my right and see Becca. Me: "Everything." I choke out. I trudge upstairs, my mind filled with thousands of thoughts. I crawl into bed, facing my bedside table. JustyBear sat on it, along with the picture. I sigh and turn the other way, but his drawing was taped to the door. Everywhere I turned, something reminded me of him. Hell, even the ceiling did. It had tons of marks from when me and him were little. I close my eyes but his face appears in my mind. My mind was crammed with thoughts of him, but all I wanted was to forget about him. I sigh and try to clear my mind, eventually falling asleep. And you wanna know what I dreamed of? Justin.

*JUSTIN'S POV*

I drove home, though it was very hard to see 'cause of my tears. I saw Melani wherever I turned. I pull into her driveway and sluggishly go inside. Becca: "What's wrong? Why are both of you crying?" He eyebrows furrow upwards. Me: "I made another mistake." was all I said. I climb up the stairs and pause in front of Melani's room. I raise my arm to knock, but stop myself. Me: "Melani?" I whisper. Nothing. I sigh and continue walking towards Alex's room. Alex: "Hey man." He looks at me. Alex: "What happened?" I shake my head slowly and sit on his bed. Alex: "You told her?" I nod. Alex: "Well then shouldn't she be happy? I don't get it." Me: "I lied to her." I whisper. Alex: "Oh." He says quietly. Alex: "I'll, um, let you have time to yourself.." He pats my back before walking out. I need to let her know that I'm really, truly sorry. She doesn't need to forgive me, I just want her to know that I mean it when I say sorry. I sigh loudly and walk over to Melani's room. I peek through the door. She was asleep. I usually would've kissed her cheek, but I didn't wanna wake her. I quietly close the door and sit across from it. Something caught my eye. Sharpie. I grab it and start writing I'm sorry all over my body. I didn't care if people thought that I was weird. I didn't care if it wouldn't wash off. I DID care if Melani knew I was sorry. I wrote on my arms, legs, face, shoes, everywhere. My eyelids felt heavy and I couldn't keep them open anymore.